I finally said screw it and decided to get up. I've been up tossing and turning all night. I have my second u/s today at 7w1d. My first one was at 5w5d, and while they said everything looked good, it was too early to see a heartbeat. This is the point that we learned about my loss in February, so I'm having a bit of a panic flashback. The fact that my symptoms have been fluctuating (which I know is normal) hasn't been helping my PgAL brain relax.
If you can send some t&ps my way, it would be really appreciated.
*UPDATE*
Ladies, I saw the MOST beautiful thing I've ever seen today. More beautiful than the great classic works of art, more beautiful than diamonds, more beautiful than a Louis Vuitton with my own name on it! I saw a beautiful baby heartbeat flicker. 152 beats at 7w1d. My heart is so happy and full right now. I started crying the second the ultrasound tech pointed it out. Thank you SO much for keeping me in your thoughts these past hours and days! And the best part is, I still have another ultrasound scheduled next week so I'll get to see that amazing baby all over again.

Married August 2009
BFP#1 12/19/13 * EDD 8/24/14 * MMC Discovered 2/04/14
BFP#2 5/27/14 * EDD 2/8/15 * Please be our rainbow
Re: Up all night- u/s today *UPDATE*
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Married August 2009
BFP#1 12/19/13 * EDD 8/24/14 * MMC Discovered 2/04/14
BFP#2 5/27/14 * EDD 2/8/15 * Please be our rainbow
Married 9/13/13
TTC 2/1/14
IUI w/ Clomid 5/9/14
BFP 5/30/14
1st US w/ one strong HB at 161 7/2/14
BFP #1: 05/2012 DS born 12/30/12
BFP #2: 02/2014 Natural M/C 03/2014 @ 7 weeks
BFP #3: 06/2014 EDD: 02/17/2015 M/C @ 7w2d, D&E 7/15/14
FVL/History of PE/Gallbladder removal 8/7/14 @ 14w1d
Waited a long time, tried a lot of stuff, science made me a mom.
BFP: 12/11/16 EDD: 8/20/17
Me 36 DH 39
BFP 11/28/14 ~ MMC 12/29/14
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ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
BFP: 12/11/16 EDD: 8/20/17