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I know yall will understand....help!
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Ryan is driving me crazy with messages like:
WHERE DID I SIGN A AGREEMENT WHEN I STUCK MY PENIS INSIDE YOU TO SAY IM LEGALLY BINDED TO PAY FOR YOUR BABY. NOPE makes no fucking sense.. esp when you knew my answer in the very beginnging."
attitude. sucks right? what if i was trying to take you to court for money you dont technically owe? ive never asked for anything other then her safety and that is still in question seeing as i never seen your house never seen your parents never seen antyhing. i am not going to be there for you when you go down to that fucking zoo of a court room. I will end it
realize the shitstorm your about to embark over 25% of my pay? ill give you 25% of my pay if thats what you want. but going through this fucking system IS STUPID. I HAVE NEVER HAD PROBLEM GIVING MONEY AWAY...
you know that ive paid for your gas before, ive put the gas into it. you dont care about lilana you just want my money man, you dont care that her father is going to kill himself if you do this. you dont care. i am going to rot in prison because of YOU go fuck someone else for a baby.... ... then maybe you wont have to work anymore.. just sit at home get fat and watch tv and eat cheetos and 'raise' a kid believe in supporting you fully rebecca. I owe you decades of graditute. you were ready to have a child. i was not. clearly its been looking like that. Yeah i am dead beat mother fucker that you want to step and spit on. but doesnt mean you have to do it. I cant express to you how torn up ive been. I walked yesterday with a backpack for like 10 miles. cause i wanted to run away. But guess what, i couldnt. i couldnt jump off the bridge either ((scared of heights)) but i didnt. but the day i dont show up to court. is the day i die along with lilanas father, along with everyone around her. This is SERIOUS shit. this isnt some oh im mad at him so i gotta get back at him. I KNOW your mad and i know you wish i better, but i really am. I am better then 9/10 guys out there and you know it.
Please do not fight with me anymore it doesnt solve shit. except me breaking shit or punching a brick wall (ive done that alot) to a point my knuckles bleeeeeeeeeed. I stay up SUPER late depressed, and wake up super early and it all starts again. So please mind yourself when you say your the only one hurting here. I am really talking from my heart here and i want you just picture me behind bars for 17 years. Cause you know ill do it. Love you two girls have a good night.
ugh...fucking bipolar much??? SHIT. I can't take this anymore!!! He's also sent me videos on "child support scam" and youtube videos on men who kill themselves b/c of child support payments. I wish I could be a bitch and say "I'll gladly push you off the bridge" but it's just not in me! I'm too nice and he knows it. 
He keeps emailing me over and over and over again.....
He keeps emailing me over and over and over again.....Liliana Seraphina born 9/5/2103
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Re: I know yall will understand....help!
I would not respond to any if his emails or text messages. At all. Ever. I know that is so much easier said than done but he is BSC.
And the oscar goes to.....dun..dun..dun...dun...
Your daughter deserves the financial support of both parents.
My other suggestion is file for. Ceast and dissist order. Your ex isnt proving dangerous but that should stop the emails if you dont think you can block him
Dude, that's awful. That's kind of how BD treated me until I stopped enabling that behavior (I mean, by no longer "talking him down"). Now he barely says anything to me. But it sounds like these messages are unprovoked. Shitty.
I say cease and dessist because a this isnt protection from abuse/restraining order level(yet) but a no contact is also a different beast typically ordered by a judge
Throwing leaves