XP: 5dp5dt weepy vent

Mozzarella13

*******generic/hypothetical baby mentioned! not mine******** I'm 5dp5dt and (TMI) when I inserted my endometrin this morning I saw some flesh toned/pale pink discharge on the applicator. This is when things started to fall apart last cycle, so I'm sure that's part of my emotional state. I haven't POAS yet because I know it's still early. I'm just so used to bad news I don't think I can expect anything else at this point. I'm trying to tell myself that I'm not out yet, but I'm still not doing well today. On top of that I'm not sure what RE plans to do next. Despite my hormones looking ok we can't get more than a couple of good eggs from me, and this cycle he'd increased my dose, and I almost overstimulated. I guess we can check for mtfhr and see if I need DHEA or co q10, but I just don't know. I know I want to keep trying. I just want one healthy baby, and I guess that's too much to ask (

FLgirl812

Sending you some hugs and a big glass of wine. Sorry for your frustration/sad day. Tomorrow will be better!

lebradford

I'm sorry you're having a rough day. Remember though, spotting can be good! I definitely wouldn't let some spotting make you think you're out for sure. When do you test/have betas?

Good luck! I hope it ends up working out!

BunnyBerry

I'm so sorry! Sounds like a very tough night. I hope the days go by quick for you and you can get out of the 2WW nightmare.

CarSaidYes

Your not out yet. When can you test??

Mozzarella13

Thanks ladies! Test day is Wednesday, but if light spotting keeps getting worse I may see about going early. I might POAS tomorrow too.

jszy10

{{{hugs}}}  Such an emotional ride we are on...sending good vibes your way!!!

Pintobean39

(((Hugs))) I'm keeping my FX for you. Hopefully it's just irritation from the applicator, I've read where that it can happen. Good luck!!!

masterofallcheese

((Hugs)) You are not out yet!!! Good luck!