Why on earth...

eg214

...am I craving sex with ManChild? Like seriously. I mean, we have court for the first time this coming Wednesday which is stirring up all kinds of stuff and apparently, it's also stirring up my hormones. I mean, no way is it happening since I got PREGNANT last time we had sex and I am doubtful he will even be in court AND no way I would ever contact him for such a thing BUT...it just is friggin weird that I'm wanting it so bad with HIM. I think bc of court, it's just making me wackadoodle and wishful thinking and the whole gammit. I'd rather it have been wonderful than be dealing with this drama shit I guess. I mean, whatever. Plus I'm running up on the year anniversary of my last seeing him and kicking his ass out. Fun.

freeatlast2014

I go through these kinds of emotions too. I never wanted sex when we were married but my mind wanders there from time to time. And to be honest, it's not cause the sex is great. I think I morn the loss of the family I wanted and so that connection for a brief moment will make it seem like things are not as they appear. This I think is why I cried all morning, even during drop off. Father's Day is stirring up these feelings for me and I wish we were able to spend it together. But we can't. No way no how. I gotta go get laid elsewhere!!

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