Pregnant after a Loss

Nervous xs only like a billion...***UPDATE!!!***

cmhawkins1709cmhawkins1709 member
edited June 2014 in Pregnant after a Loss

Had my 2nd beta drawn today...so anxious about the results tomorrow that I am physically ill and am really having trouble keeping it together...maybe that's hormones? Hormonal outbursts have to be a good sign right? Ugh. I keep telling myself that it would be crazy for "that" to happen, AGAIN. unfortunately, I and most of you know alllll too well it absolutely could. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers for a good update tomorrow afternoon.

***UPDATE***
06/13/2014

My 2nd beta was in the 240s! YAY! I was so excited I forgot the exact number, 242 or 245, but omg, I feel so relieved! I know it's just one small victory, but it's one I'm definitely going to relish. The last time we got this far we had a happy ending (DD) so you can understand my excitement! Thank you ALL so much for all the thoughts, prayers, and well-wishes. You gals don't know what the support means to me.

ME: 24 with PCOS and a HX of Endo (rem. 04/12) 
DH: 24 with Low Motility 
TTC since 11/09
M/C 01/11 at >2w, chemical pregnancy
50mg Clomid 02/12, -OPK
100mg Clomid 03/12, -OPK
Surgery to remove endo. and check tubes 04/04/12
10d Provera & 150mg Clomid 05/12, 1st positive OPK!
BFP 06/12
DD born 01/30/13!!! 
TTC #2 since 09/13
Last Normal Cycle 12/16/13
Neg OPKs in 01/14
Neg Prog. in 01/14
10d Provera started 01/21/14
SURPRISE BFP 02/06/14
ER Visit 02/15/14, u/s showed empty uterus, BHCG = 111 
M/C 02/16/14, chemical pregnancy...M/C was confirmed 2/18/14, BHCG = 28

05/12/2014 Started 50 mg Clomid
05/16/2014 Ended 50 mg Clomid

05/28/2014 Negative "Day 21" progesterone bloodwork
06/06/2014 BFP!!!
06/09/2014, beta HCG 75
06/12/2014 beta HCG 242!
06/20/2014 beta HCG 2823!
06/26/2014 m/c at 6w1d
07/21/2014 diagnosed with APS (Lupus Anticoagulant), Factor V, and MTHFR mutation in addition to PCOS and HX of Endometriosis
10/27/2014 repeat Lupus Anticoagulant tested negative


Re: Nervous xs only like a billion...***UPDATE!!!***

  • rox825rox825 member
    Hoping for a good 2nd beta. I was a nervous wreck waiting for my betas, it's so tough. FX!

    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

    TTC since Sept 2011, Unexplained IF
    Oct 12 - Jan 14: 3 clomid/TI cycles, 2 hysteroscopies, 2 IUIs, 1 BFP (MMC @ 12w), 2 more IUIs
    Feb 14: Gonal-f + IUI #5 = BFP! (EDD 11/4/14)
    Baby boy arrived 11/13/14!

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  • Fx for a great second beta!!!

    A little bit about me...

    Married my awesome guy on 12/27/08

    DD Lucy Rae born on 11/16/2010

    Loss #1: November 29, 2012 at 8w1d

    Loss #2: June 9, 2013 at 13w (Amelia Grace)

    BFP #4: We are having a BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Peter Matthew was born on July 16, 2014!!! Welcome to our family!

     

     "If anyone asks me how many children I have, the answer is 4. Just two of them live in Heaven."

    *All are welcome in my posts*

     

     

     
     
  • ((hugs)) waiting for those results is absolute torture.  FX for beautiful doubling!

    My fur-babies Chuck Norris, Stella, and Lucy
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    BFP #1 1/4/14; EDD 9/16/14;  mc 1/17/14 
    BFP #2 3/12/14; baby girl born 11/21/14          
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  • Just called the office to check...they still don't have the results back yet. Ahhh! The waiting is the WORST! Thank you ladies for all the support, T&P! <3

    I'll probably call and check again at 12:30 or so...this is killing me!

    ME: 24 with PCOS and a HX of Endo (rem. 04/12) 
    DH: 24 with Low Motility 
    TTC since 11/09
    M/C 01/11 at >2w, chemical pregnancy
    50mg Clomid 02/12, -OPK
    100mg Clomid 03/12, -OPK
    Surgery to remove endo. and check tubes 04/04/12
    10d Provera & 150mg Clomid 05/12, 1st positive OPK!
    BFP 06/12
    DD born 01/30/13!!! 
    TTC #2 since 09/13
    Last Normal Cycle 12/16/13
    Neg OPKs in 01/14
    Neg Prog. in 01/14
    10d Provera started 01/21/14
    SURPRISE BFP 02/06/14
    ER Visit 02/15/14, u/s showed empty uterus, BHCG = 111 
    M/C 02/16/14, chemical pregnancy...M/C was confirmed 2/18/14, BHCG = 28

    05/12/2014 Started 50 mg Clomid
    05/16/2014 Ended 50 mg Clomid

    05/28/2014 Negative "Day 21" progesterone bloodwork
    06/06/2014 BFP!!!
    06/09/2014, beta HCG 75
    06/12/2014 beta HCG 242!
    06/20/2014 beta HCG 2823!
    06/26/2014 m/c at 6w1d
    07/21/2014 diagnosed with APS (Lupus Anticoagulant), Factor V, and MTHFR mutation in addition to PCOS and HX of Endometriosis
    10/27/2014 repeat Lupus Anticoagulant tested negative


  • Sending T&Ps for healthy rising betas.
    BFP 11/24/2012  MMC 1/21/2013 - BFP 3/29/2013  MC 4/8/2013 - BFP 4/25/2013 MC 5/6/2013 - 5/17/2013 Diagnosed with LPD - BFP 8/24/13  MC 9/6/2013
    BFP: 12/19/13  - Beta 1@11dpo: 26.8 - Beta 6@23dpo: 3,672
    Our Rainbow Son Born August 26, 2014
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  • T&p's with you. I was terrified to...good luck!
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  • Yay for good numbers! Congrats!!
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    BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11
    BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12
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  • I'm so glad to hear the second beta came back with a great number!!  And do celebrate it :)!!
    Began trying for a baby January 2012
    BFP 4.25.2013  EDD 1.3.2014  MMC 6.3.2013  D&C 6.19.2013
    BFP 11.3.2013  CP 11.6.2013
    BFP 3.31.2014 EDD 12.10.2014 Baby boy Carlson born 12.19.2014 
  • Yay for good news!

    first son stillborn 7/20/13 at 39 weeks due to Acute Fatty Liver of Pregnancy
    It's a girl! Baby Anna was born August 3, 2014!

     
  • Yay for a great second beta!!

    A little bit about me...

    Married my awesome guy on 12/27/08

    DD Lucy Rae born on 11/16/2010

    Loss #1: November 29, 2012 at 8w1d

    Loss #2: June 9, 2013 at 13w (Amelia Grace)

    BFP #4: We are having a BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Peter Matthew was born on July 16, 2014!!! Welcome to our family!

     

     "If anyone asks me how many children I have, the answer is 4. Just two of them live in Heaven."

    *All are welcome in my posts*

     

     

     
     
  • rox825rox825 member
    Congrats!

    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker

    TTC since Sept 2011, Unexplained IF
    Oct 12 - Jan 14: 3 clomid/TI cycles, 2 hysteroscopies, 2 IUIs, 1 BFP (MMC @ 12w), 2 more IUIs
    Feb 14: Gonal-f + IUI #5 = BFP! (EDD 11/4/14)
    Baby boy arrived 11/13/14!

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