Late Term and Child Loss
sunflwra
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Waiting for it to happen
sunflwra
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At the hospital and waiting for my induction to start working. Such a different experience than last time from an emotional perspective. Get sad at different points, find myself laughing at the movie DH and I are watching in the hospital- just weird overall. I think there's more of a sense of calm since I know better what to expect but then feel weird that I'm not more upset right now. Scared of how I'm going to react when the baby actually comes and what the future brings for our family. Just a really weird day so far that will have no happy ending.
Totally random thoughts but just had to get it out there. Thanks for reading :-)
Totally random thoughts but just had to get it out there. Thanks for reading :-)
BFP #1- 4/2011; DD Brynn born 12/2011
BFP #2- 7/13; EDD- 4/2/14; Lost DS at 20 weeks (11/16/13) due to cord accident
BFP #3- 3/14; EDD- 11/28/14; Lost DD at 15 weeks (6/7/14)- cause unknown
To my angels- I held you every second of your lives and I'll love you every second of mine.
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Re: Waiting for it to happen
TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
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BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
Please be our rainbow!!
**All AL Welcome**
Me 32 (Stage IV Endometriosis, short luteal phase) DH 38
Married 5/2010
January 2014- DS born healthy at 35.4 weeks
February 2014- DS passed away due to complications from adenovirus
February 2015- Rainbow baby DD born at 36.3 weeks
My chart: http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/42fd32
Thanks ladies. I was release late last night and things went as well as something like that can. Unfortunately we were again unable to get foot or hand prints (something about their skin at that young age doesn't allow the ink to transfer well) but we did get a lovely rememberance box which is very nice, but I've placed it next to the one we got with our sweet boy and I feel like it looks like some sad collection I've started
I did better with the actual delivery than I expected. It sounds like we may have better likelihood of trying to run chromosomal testing on the baby as well, so that coupled with our testing should hopefully give us a good idea of whether we've had really horrible luck or if there's a legitimate reason behind these losses. I'm planning to take better care of myself this time- I pushed to go back to work after 2 weeks last time and ended up wtih major bleeding that kept me out longer, so I'm taking it easy and seeing how things go. Thanks for thinking of me ladies- I really appreciate it. You'll be seeing more of me in the next few weeks as I try to relax and enjoy some down time at home while recovering.
BFP #1- 4/2011; DD Brynn born 12/2011
BFP #2- 7/13; EDD- 4/2/14; Lost DS at 20 weeks (11/16/13) due to cord accident
BFP #3- 3/14; EDD- 11/28/14; Lost DD at 15 weeks (6/7/14)- cause unknown
To my angels- I held you every second of your lives and I'll love you every second of mine.
3rd pregnancy -- 1st baby -- praying for a rainbow
#1 EDD 5/2014 -- MMC 10weeks ~~ #2 EDD 10/2014 -- Our baby girl, born sleeping 17weeks ~~ #3 EDD 8/2015