I'm sure it's the meds but I've lost my mind.
Warning language! This isn't rated G.
I'm getting my meds together tonight for my injections. I'm taking 3 vials of Menopur and 250iu of Gonal. Getting everything together takes a while, I lay everything out and have an order I go in to get it all together. Well the whole time my husband is talking to me asking me when ER is going to be (like I fucking know) because he's gotta let them know at work and he's getting on my nerves. I've explain the process to him numerous times I'm tired of explaining. I'm trying to concentrate but he won't shut up. So something screws up on the syringe of Menopur there is a huge bubble in the syringe and when I try to get it out the med squirts out. I thumped the syringe and still med shoots out. WTF? My husband tries no luck we squirt it back in a bottle and try to reput it in the syringe. By this time half the meds
gone. So I give up! I'm just going to start over after I sit in the bathroom and cry it out for a few min because you know each vial cost about $80 so that's $240 wasted.
I started over got all the Menopur in my syringe and drew up the overfill of Gonal in another syringe. By this time my husbands pouting because I raised my voice at him because he wouldn't be quiet asking me questions. Seriously??? I told him I was kinda busy. I gave myself the shots and cleaned up the counter. HOLY FUCK!!!! I gave myself the 2 menopur's and no Gonal.
By this time I'm ready to say fuck it all. Of course my husband has now turned on the Dr and is no longer talking to me as my husband I'm now his patient which just pisses me off more. Then again at this point I think his existence is pissing me off. So I walked outside and called my RE and he talked me off the ledge and told me just to take less Gonal that it will be fine especially since I'm so early in this process.
Please tell me I'm not the only one that has screwed up meds? I need stories to make me not feel like a total idiot.
Fucking bump!!!!
Re: I'm such an idiot!! Venting!!
Temping since Nov 2012, off BC since July 2011
SA: Beyond Awesome
CD3 BW (AMH:2.7, estrogen high:106) , low progesterone 7DPO
OB diagnosed "weak ovulation"
IUI #1 Jan 2014- 5mg letrozole, m/c 6w3d, betas slow to decrease
IUI #2 Mar 2014- 5mg letrozole BFN
IVF#1 Apr/May 2014 16R/12M/8F. Transferred 2 blasts, 3 on ice
I'm sorry you're having a rough go of it.
Me: 30 DW (aka C): 29
Together since 2/15/11 ~ Legally married in NY on 9/29/12
***CP mentioned***
We've been working on baby #1 since July 2013 using Open ID donor sperm. 8 IUI attempts with 5 actual IUIs and one chemical pregnancy. We have one fresh IVF cycle under our belts as well as a FET. I have endometriosis and a uterine septum that was corrected via surgery in November 2013.
11/14/14 - Second HSG shows that tubes are still clear and ute is looking good.
12/6/14 - Started BCPs in prep for IVF #2
12/22/14 - Saline u/s and endometrial scratch (All was clear and OUCH!)
1/2/15 - Began stimming for IVF #2
****All Welcome!****
We are Mommas to four fur babies - 3 dogs and 1 cat.
Waited a long time, tried a lot of stuff, science made me a mom.
They really should allow alcohol during stimming because I could use a drink right now!
Oh @StacyLH24 I worry all the time about my meds when traveling. I'm so afraid I'm going to do something like that.
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
Me 33, DH 37 -- TTC since Jan'12 -- Low AMH (0.78) & endo, SA w/ low motility
IUI's 1-3 = BFN, IVF converted to IUI 4/13 = BFN
IVF 1.2: 8R 6M 4F -- 2 blastocysts frozen, FET 8/15 = BFP!!
Beta #s = 445;1,098; 9,545 -- EDD 5/2 -- Team Pink!
And I have to admit to getting a chuckle out of @gsancho 's story. Hahaha.