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**6/2/14 Hanging on to a Dream check in** come on in if waiting to cycle for any reason

jencity9jencity9 member
edited June 2014 in Infertility
Welcome to "Hanging On To a Dream!" This group is designed as a check-in for those that are not currently part of a monthly IVF cycling group but would like some camaraderie while waiting to cycle for any reason. Please join us if your monthly cycling group has not started and tell us how you are doing. Please also let us know if you are (1) waiting for 1st cycle; (2) in between cycles; or (3) on hold for whatever reason. Please also tell us what your next plans are (IVF with ICSI, FET, WTF appt. etc.) and what month you hope to cycle. QOTW: what is your favorite summer memory?



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Waiting for 1st Cycle
germangirl6988 (RE consult for a plan)
hoping4lo (Summer IVF#1)
jen102279 (IVF#1 after consults, waiting for AF to do baselines)
jencity9 (waiting on lap surgery and IVF seminar)
jessimi06 (wtf appt and hopefully IVF/ICSI in July after cancelled cycle)
kinderteach78 (July IVF#1, waiting on AF to start BCP)
kushie77 (appt with fertility urology)
lisa3683 (May/June IVF #1)
mamakakes611 (April/May IVF #1)
mushyweetbix (Consult April)
nariadreaming (October IVF #1)
purpledaisy923 (WTF May, making decisions)
stacyLH24 (finished provera, wait on AF and then IVF #1)
sunni01 (WTF in Feb)
sweetieshellieh (July IVF#1?, waiting on SA and RE appt)
sweetsurrender9 (IVF #1 July, SHG/HSG/SA over next couple weeks)
wa1215 (Summer IVF #1)


In Between Cycles
amshark (wtf appt 6/13 and then hopefully IVF #2)
aurorap725 (IVF or FET in August)
blueeyes233 (Summer IVF #3)
ifintn (waiting on lap then FET #1)

jaztaz1 (testing before FET #4)
jetta83306 (Surgery went well, baseline 6/5 for IVF #2)
kittenmitten9 (Fall FET #1)
lm92599 (trying IUI before moving on to IVF #2)
missmarypoppins (July/August IVF#3)
o2girl (hysteroscopy friday, on the bench until late 2014, 6 month lupron depot treatment)
poohniki (DS IUI)
princessisadora (IUI #2)

ronniesgirl1981 (IUI? IVF#2?)
runcc37 (Making decisions, Dr. KK in August/Sept., looking for donor eggs)
sportschick33 (June/July IVT #2)
stbmrsmiller (Donor Embryo consults)
sunny b (July FET #1)
sunshinedaisies000 (August FET #1)
tea+ (not sure IVF#2)
twinkie0612 (Dr. KK in August)
zenysom (Summer IVF#2 or FET)


Moved on to June Bugs!!  Good Luck!


Big Hugs:
@twinkie0612 (sorry for your BFN, good luck with Dr. KK)
@jetta83306 (hope surgery went well!)
@o2girl (sorry for your losses)


Welcome new members!


Me: 32  DH: 33  Married: March 2004

July 2006: started TTC
2008: HSG (normal), couple rounds of clomid through gyno
2008 - 2010: dragging my feet out of fear and procrastination
October 2010: first consultation with RE, dx PCOS and fibroids (DH slightly low count/motility)
Oct. 2010 - Dec. 2012:  In DENIAL! avoided the issue because I was scared of surgery
January 2013: returned to RE, fibroids grew significantly
February 2013: second HSG, fibroids pushed on tubes which blocked them somewhat
March 2013: MRI to determine what type of surgery may be necessary

July 29, 2013: fibroids (5) removed via robotic laparascopy
August 2013 - Nov 2013 : benched due to recent surgery

IUI #1, Dec. 24, 2013, BFN 
IUI #2, Jan. 25, 2014, BFN
IUI #3, Feb. 25, 2014  BFN
IUI #4 canceled due to lack of response to letrozole
IUI #4.1 April 28, 2014, BFN

May 16, 2014: wtf consult, start prepping for IVF in June and add injects for one last IUI in the meantime
IUI #5 started letrozole and bravelle but canceled after HSG led to new diagnosis

May 21, 2014: third HSG, tubes blocked, one at the beginning, one hydrosalpinx??
June 11, 2014: consult, approved to move on to IVF because the hydro is not completely blocked therefore allowing fluid to move through slowly rather than backwards
IVF #1 August 8, 2014 - 3dt of 2 embryos, BFN
September 17, 2014 - 4th HSG, the right tube is very patent (open!!) dye went straight through this time. Weird!
October 2, 2014 - started metformin treatment
November 14, 2014 - blood work, brought A1C down from 5.8 to 5.5

November 26, 2014 - RE finally back from vaca and reviewed my chart, no more IVFs for rest of calendar year
December 1, 2014 - Right after Thanksgiving, I called a new clinic and got in right away! Plan for IVF
December 17, 2014 - ER! 29 retrieved (!!), 16 mature, all 16 fertilized (ICSI)

IVF #2 December 20, 2014 - 3dt of 3 embryos, BFN

We are done with treatment unsuccessfully. :(


PAIF/SAIF/All Welcome!

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Re: **6/2/14 Hanging on to a Dream check in** come on in if waiting to cycle for any reason

  • --In between cycles waiting for the second IVF-ICSI cycle in July with a likely FET for the transfer--

    Nothing new for me, except I will be vacationing in Turkey for two weeks starting tomorrow! Woo hoo! I am from Turkey originally and still have my parents and friends there. I am looking forward to spending time with them, especially with my mom and my best girl who all know about my IVF journey. I had my IVF nurse consult/lecture with the new clinic on Friday and they are flying my frozen embryo from Nashville to Philly. I will start my estrogen pills (twice/day) on my 17th day of the upcoming cycle and then the stimming is going to start likely in early July. 

    ---- Siggy warning ------

    Me 34 y/o  DH 35 y/o

    IVF#1 (ICSI)-- April 2014-- MDL with BCP, 5R, 4 ICSID, 3dt with three embryos, 1 six-day freeze (2BA grade)-- BFN

    IVF#2.1 (ICSI)-- August 2014: MDL without BCP-- cancelled

    Natural IUI on 11/8 -- BFN

    IVF#2.2 (ICSI)--Nov/Dec 2014: MDL without BCP, 5R, 1 ICSID, frozen on day 6 (grade 2BB)

    FET #1: transferred two 5 (or 6?)day embryos on January 27. Beta #1 (2/4): 158, Beta #2 (2/6): 391 Beta #3(2/9): 1187 BFP! 

    First u/s at 5w1d showed one gestational sac and yolk sac. Second u/s at 6w showed heartbeat at 102. Third u/s at 7w heart rate 145. EDD 10/15/2015


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  • Not much going on here right now. I have an appointment with my local RE to discuss a possible treatment option that popped up in the last few weeks. I'll update when I know more. Besides that just waiting until August 27th for my appointment with Dr. KK.

    QOTW: My family on my Mom's side had big family barbecues and when we all got together it was a blast. We don't get together as much since my grandparents passed away.

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    TTC #1 since August 2011

    My Blog

    September 2012: Start IF testing

    DH (32): SA is ok, slightly low morph, normal SCSA  Me (32): Slightly low progesterone, hostile CM, carrier for CF, Moderately high NKC, High TNFa, heterozyogous mutated Factor XIII, and +APA

    October 2012-May 2014: 4 failed IUIs, 3 failed IVFs, and 1 failed FETw/donor embryos

    November 2014: IVF w/ICSI #4 Agonist/Antagonist with EPP and Prednisone, Baby Aspirin, Lovenox, and IVIG for immune issues.  Converted to freeze all due to lining issues.  2 blasts frozen on day 6!

    January 2015: FET #2 Cancelled due to lining issues

    April 2015: FET #2.1


    PAIF/SAIF Welcome!

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  • Morning ladies! I'm moving back over her as ivf/ICSI #1 was cancelled due to poor response. I have my wtf appt next week, and am hoping to cycle again by July.

    QOTW- we used to go to FL every summer to spend a week with my grandparents. They spoiled us rotten and would take us to the beach, boating, marine world, etc and always had m&m cookies and chocolate covered raisins waiting for us :).
    **********SIGGY/TICKER WARNING**********

    ALL WELCOME!

    TTC since 04/12
    Me- 26 PCOS
    DH- 28 MFI
    10/13 IUI #1 (1 follie)- BFP!
    11/13 M/C @9 wk due to tetraploidy, one little boy in heaven
    01/14 IUI#2 (1 follie) BFN
    02/14 IUI #3 (3 follies) BFN
    03/14 IUI #4 (2 follies) BFN
    05/14 IVF/ICSI #1 CXL
    07/14 IVF/ICSI #1.2 6R, 6M, 5F, 2T, 2 frosties!
    Transferred 2-5dt  CP
    09/14 FET #1 BFP! Beta #1 52 Beta #2 152!
    10/20/14- It's TWINS!

    1/15- TEAM PURPLE!
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  • Hi Hangers of Dreams ;)

    We had a plan and then decided that the plan sucked. So this weekend, we went back to the drawing board. Unfortunately, came up with almost the same exact plan as before. :-l But we were able to add a timeline to the mix, so that helps and hurts at the same time. We are doing IUIs right now while we're in this holding pattern. I don't have a single shred of hope invested, but at the same time I wouldn't turn away a miracle! Our appointments with Dr. KK are still scheduled for August 20/September 29. We will start looking for egg donors over the summer with the hopes that we can get matched and start a DE cycle in October. I wish we could do the DE sooner, but alas, money will not allow.

    QOTW: Favorite summer memory... did we do this question last week? My answer last time was swimming in my grandparents' pool all day and watching The Smurfs.
    **SIGGY WARNING**

    Me: 32 DH: 35  TTC#1 since March 2012
    Dx: Poor Embryo Quality, Arcuate Uterus, Poor Uterine Blood Flow, Mild Endo, 
           Protein S Deficiency, Sjorgen's Syndrome 

    IUI #1-5: BFN
    Laparoscopy & Hysteroscopy: minimal endo, partial septoplasty
    IVF #1: 10R/6M/6F ~ Day 3 ET = BFN
    IVF #2: 14R/9M/5F ~ transfer canceled ~ all embryos arrested at 1-2 cell stage
    IVF #3: 9R/5M/5F ~ 1 frosty!
    IVF #4 (FET #1): BFN

    IVF #5 (DE IVF #1 with Dr. KK protocol): Currently PREGNANT!!!!!!
    Synthroid + Prednisone + Metformin + Baby Aspirin + Supplements Galore = 15+ pills a day
    Lupron + Lovenox + Delestrogen + IVIG + B/W = 2-5 pokes a day
    19R, 17M, 17F - transferred two Grade A blasts 11/16, four frosties!!!
    Beta #1 11/24 (13dpo/8dp5dt) = 367 ~ Beta #2 11/26 (15dpo/10dp5dt) = 709
    Beta #3 11/29 (18dpo/13dp5dt) = 1,997 ~ Beta #4 12/1 (20dpo/15dp5dt) = 3,403

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    My Blog: Running and Dreaming for Two ~ All are Welcome!
  • Hi Ladies! I am feeling much better now from my surgery on the 22nd. I have my post-op appointment on June 10th. This Thursday I am having my baseline appointment for IVF #2. I will be starting meds soon and then if all goes well will have the procedures in July.


     

     All Welcome :)

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    ***Losses mentioned***

    ***TTC since June 2011
    ***DH to see urologist Feb. 2013
    ***BFP #1: Feb. 2nd, 2013; M/C #1: Feb. 12th, 2013 5w3d :'(
    ***1st RE appt. April 10th, 2013
    ***IUIs #1-4 all failed
    ***IVF Consult October 7th, 2013
    ***IVF #1- January 2014: ER 1/20, ET of 2 embryos 1/23, Beta 2/5 *none to freeze*

    ***Feb 14th, 2014- M/C #2 @ 5w5d :'(

    ***RPL Bloodwork---- diagnosed with Factor V Leiden and MTHFR

    ***appt. w/ Genetic Counselor- April 18th

    ***hysteroscopy/laparoscopy scheduled for May 22nd- looks good

    ***IVF #2- July 2014

    ***7/26 Retrieval- 3 eggs :( , 2 fertilized :), none to freeze

    ***7/28 ET- 2dt of 2 embryos, stick little embies!!!

    ***8/11 beta- BFN :(

    ***WTF- DE IVF best option now

    ***DE IVF- January 2015

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  • I'm at CD 38. Finished Provera last night so just waiting for AF now. Then on to IVF #1. It feels like forever away...mostly because I have no timeline yet. I hate the unknown and not having a concrete plan.

    QOTW: my favorite summer memory was the vacation I took with my parents when we went to Plymouth, MA and Bar Harbor, ME.

    Me: 30  DW (aka C): 29

    Together since 2/15/11 ~ Legally married in NY on 9/29/12

    ***CP mentioned***

    We've been working on baby #1 since July 2013 using Open ID donor sperm.  8 IUI attempts with 5 actual IUIs and one chemical pregnancy.  We have one fresh IVF cycle under our belts as well as a FET.  I have endometriosis and a uterine septum that was corrected via surgery in November 2013. 

    11/14/14 -  Second HSG shows that tubes are still clear and ute is looking good. 

    12/6/14 - Started BCPs in prep for IVF #2

    12/22/14 - Saline u/s and endometrial scratch (All was clear and OUCH!)

    1/2/15 - Began stimming for IVF #2

     ****All Welcome!****

    We are Mommas to four fur babies - 3 dogs and 1 cat.

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  • Hi ladies!

    Still waiting, but now waiting for AF so they can draw baseline labs.  Then we wait to hear back from the genetic lab on whether or not they can make our probe...so maybe FET in august? I'm not totally sure yet :(
    ****Signature warning Losses Mentioned****






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    BFP#1 07/01/2004 ~ EDD 03/10/2005 ~ 
    D&C 8/1/2004 @ 5w5d
    BFP#2 12/27/10 ~ EDD 9/06/2011 ~ DS born 08/14/11 via c-section, passed away 10/17/11
    BFP#3 09/07/12 ~ EDD 5/09/2013 ~ DS born 01/30/13 survived for 2 hrs
    08/06/14 Waiting for 1st IVF cycle to begin

    IVF#1: started stims 9/15; trigger 9/24; ET 9/26-5R 5M, 5F. 3 biopsied for PGD

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  • Hey there everyone!

    I'm waiting for AF to come in two weeks or so to start BCP and onto IVF# 1! Looking at a July retrieval. I spent some time today on the phone with several pharmacies trying to price out my meds. This part is frustrating since I'm teaching all day and don't have a free minute until after 4 pm! It's been a lot of returning phone calls and waiting to hear back! I created a spreadsheet with each pharmacy, phone number and room to write the cost of each med. (helps me to stay organized).

    QOTW: I grew up with a bunch of cousins and we all used to go camping in upstate NY every summer. All the aunts, uncles, grandma, you name it! Great memories to last a lifetime!
    ***BFP warning***
    Me (36) and  DH (34) married August 2010
    TTC since January 2010
    HSG in July 2011 found uterine polyps
    Surgery Sept 2011 to remove polyps
    Tried Clomid (monitored) Oct-Feb 2012
    Consult with RE April 2012
    Diagnosis ~ unexplained infertility
    May 2012 IUI-BFN 
    April 2014- IVF consult with RE
    May 2014- baseline~21 follicles, High FSH and estradiol
    IVF #1 Aug 2014~Lupron trigger protocol (Gonal-F, Menopur, Cetrotide)
    Stimmed for 9 days, trigger on 8/20~ 32-36 follicles seen, 16 measured on each side
    ER~ 8/22 ~ 36 follicles retrieved! 21 Mature, 17 ISCI'd
    8/27~Day 5 transfer of 2 BB blasts, 1 to freeze
    9/9~ BFP!! Beta #1- 978
    9/11~ Beta #2- 1965
    9/15~ Beta #3-7480
    1st ultrasound 9/24

     

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  • O2girlO2girl member
    Hi lovelies!

    I met with a new RE for a second opinion and my DH and I love him! I have a hysteroscopy set for this Friday and the new RE will remove a fibroid he found in my ute. Then hopefully we can move forward with the Lupron for a spell then hopefully another transfer in about 4 months.....fx anyway.

    (((Hugs))) to all who need them.
    Me: 38
    DX:  Adenomyosis, Compounded MTHFR, PAI-1 4G variant

    DH: 34
    MFI due to Testicular Cancer

    Married March 2012 <3
    IVF w/ICSI #1
    10 little polar bears
    FET #1 with 2 polar bears ~Nov 6, 2013 BFN :(
    FET # 2 with 2 more polar bears ~March 19, 2014 BFP!!!
    Beta 1= 276
    Beta 2= 662
    4/19/14 ~ baby A became an angel
    5/02/14 ~ baby B became an angel
    5/3/14 ~ D&C
    FET #3 with 1 male polar bear ~October 3, 2014
    October 13, 2014 ~ BFN
    Fur Children:  Memphis 3y, Dutch 3y, Marcel 2y, Meadow 1y



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  • Hugs everyone!
    I am just over here waiting for my blood work to prove I ovulated so maybe I can retry this IUI. 
    I'm thoroughly confused by my protocol and I just told myself that maybe just once ignorance is bliss and I won't try to ask questions... then the Reproductive Immunologist's office wrote me with the questions.. ugh! 

    QOTW: We always went to the boardwalk every summer- and my mom finally decided we should move down the shore. I loved working on the boardwalk in the summer- especially the carousel with the repeating pipe music. 
    ***WARNING***

    TTC Since 12/2008;  DH: 32, Azoospermia     me: 33, DX during IVF #4: Low AMH (Normal FSH) / SER due 
    to IVF Meds (causing failure to fertilize) Recent DX: Hashimoto's, Lupus Anticoagulant, White Blood Cell Disorder 
    High ANA, ATA, & APA, PAI-1 Heterozygous= blood clotting disorder; connective tissue disorder 
    IVF w/ ICSI #1 2/2011     IVF w/ ICSI #2 5/2011    IVF w/ ICSI #3 12/2012   *New RE* IVF w/ ICSI #4  5/2013
    IVF w/ ICSI #5 8/2013 (Natural Cycle- No drugs)- One follicle->one blast. CCS normal. FET 9/10- 6BB blast. m/c @ 5w
    IUI #1 12/23- BFN  IUI #2 Cancelled (ovulated during AF)  Prep:CoQ10 (300 mg); DHEA (25 mg); Melatonin (3 mg), Folgard 2.2, Metformin 500 2x, Levothyroxine 50mcg, Aspirin 81mg w/ calcium, B12,  Vit. D 4000 & Prenate Elite Daily; Cabergoline 1/2 pill 2x week-  Cycling: Estrace Priming; Prednisone 10mg, Lovenox 40mg 2x,  Femera & Menopur   
    IUI #2.1 6/30 & 7/1. 1st Beta: 90 (7/15); 2nd Beta: 226 (7/17); 3rd Beta: 766   EDD: 3/23/2015

       **ALL WELCOME**                                    My Blog 
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  • SHG is scheduled for Thursday, HSG and DH's SA and bloodwork are next Thursday.  After that, we're good to get started with IVF #1 as soon as the lab reopens in July!

    QOTD:  I remember shopping with my grandmother for summer clothes every year.  My mom hates to shop, so that was my special time with my grandmother every year.


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    Me (34): MTHFR, PCOS, Endo, left salpingectomy due to hydrosalpinx, 
    hypothyroidism, low AMH (0.26)/normal FSH/average AFC of 12

    Him (33): No known issues

    November 2013-March 2014: Natural cycles
    April 2014: Clomid 100mg and Ovidrel trigger -- BFN
    May 2014: Clomid 100mg and Ovidrel trigger -- BFN
    July 2014:  IVF class -- Check!
    Holy crap.  Unmedicated BFP 7.22.14.  EDD 4.01.15.
    Best April Fool's Day ever!
    Now on Lovenox, prenatals, Vitamin D,
    Folic Acid, and Synthroid.
    Please be our take home baby.

  • Hi ladies! I'm jumping over here after a less-than-awesome first cycle in May. My follicles were slow to grow and my lining did not respond at all. We only ended up with one frosty and are probably going to end up doing another fresh cycle so we can bank more embryos (assuming we can get more). I'm currently waiting for AF so I can be put back on BCPs. With the timing of things coming up, it looks like I'll be cycling again in August.

    QOTW: I can't think of a specific summer memory, but I'll always remember summers as time for hanging out with friends and family. I try to make sure to get back home to visit everyone at least once a year. 
    Me - 32 H - 32
    Married July 2009
    TTC#1 since Feb 2013
    RE consult Oct 2013 due to short cycles/light periods
    Dx: Diminished ovarian reserve/unexplained thinned uterine lining
    IVF#1 May 2014 - Follistim/Menopur/Ganirelix - 7R 4M 3F - 1 frosty (4AB)
    IVF#2 August 2014 - Lupron/Follistim/Menopur - 9R 4M 0F
    IVF#3 w/ICSI September 2014 - Follistim/Menopur/Ganirelix - 4R 4M 4F - 1 frosty
    FET#1 Dec 2014 - Lupron/Estrace(transdermal and vaginal)/Viagra/G-CSF wash - Cancelled due to poor lining response
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  • Hi ladies :)

    Nothing new. Still waiting to do DH's SA next month and then our app with the RE. I just want to move on to the next phase already. I almost want to say that I don't care if the arimidex improves DH's spermies, I just wanna do IVF already! :P I'm soo sick of waiting. Can't you tell I'm getting frustrated? lol

    QOTW: my summer wedding last year :) It rained but I didn't care!
    *** If you want to know where I (and soo many others) have gone, click here ***
  • AMSharkAMShark member
    edited June 2014
    Hello, Dreamers,

    I'm hoping to start my 2nd IVF cycle in July.  For my first we had a good retrieval, but bad fertilization, so we're planning on IVF with ICSI for our next cycle.  I just had a D&C on Monday, so I'm waiting on AF and our WTF appointment (scheduled 6/13 - Friday the 13th :P ).

    QOTW: Favorite summer memory - no specific memory comes to mind, but as a teen, I worked at the local amusement park, Great Adventure.  Despite the horrible uniforms (puffed sleeves and bow ties), I had so much fun and made great friendships.  As I sit in my stuffy cubicle-filled office building as an adult, I think about that job, and working in the fresh air, and I sigh into my keyboard.

    *** Ticker Warning ***

    Me: 37, DH: 39, TTC 5 yrs

    2013 summary: Diagnosed with Hypothyroid; Cervical polyp removed (benign); 
    2 rounds ovidrel with timed intercourse (no result): 3 rounds IUI with clomid + ovidrel (no result)
    2014 summary (to date):
    IVF cycle 1 - ER: 4/17 (28 follicles, 3 fertilized, 2 survived to day 3);
    ET: 4/20 (3rd day, 2 embryos - 1 @ 6 cells & 1 @ 4 cells); Beta 5/1 - BFP!; 
    1st scan 5/13 - development behind, no heartbeat detected; D&C 6/2; WTF 6/13
    IVF cycle 2 - BCP begun 7/12; stims w/ HGH begun 7/26; 
    ER: 8/6, 12 follicles, 7 fertilized w/ ICSI; ET: 8/11, 3 blastocysts left, 2 transferred, 3rd arrested 8/12 - none to freeze :'(
    1st beta 8/19 - BFP! 294; 2nd beta 8/26 - 4976; 1st u/s 9/2; 2nd u/s 9/9 - two little heartbeats at 140 each!!! 
    EDD: 29-April-2015
    Other Meds: Synthroid 100 mcg/daily

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