I forgot to post here that ManChild referred to Emmalynn as "YOUR CHILD" aka mine. Nothing to do with him. Not ours. Not his. MY child. Like I am some sort of virgin Mary who created her on my own. What a douche. Just shows his mentality. Yeah, go ahead and present to the judge that you want to be a good father and be in her life when you've NEVER seen her once. Ass clown. We have court in 3 weeks. I'm sure I'll be shit nervous but it's just a status hearing. I'm half looking forward to it.
Wednesdays right now are always big WTF's for me. I nanny two families on W's and it takes all out of me.
Tomorrow I'm leaving E with a sitter for the first time while I take a mandatory exam on campus. Pray for me. It's a friend of mine but she's an airhead. I've tried for weeks to find someone else and reached out to everyone and their mother's mother. I pray Emmalynn just sleeps the whole time since I'll be gone maybe two hours.
PCOS // Loss 3/2010 // Single Mom // Natural Birth // DC Metro // Baby Girl Born 2/2/2014