TTC After a Loss

*****Weekend Crazy Train*****

This is a thread posted daily for any of us who need to get out our frustrations about waiting to O, the 2WW, or vent about our cycles. If you find yourself checking FF obsessively, MF is getting the best of you, or you just want to pee on all things, let it out here!

In order for the conductors to be better able to help you, please make sure you either have a FF chart link in your sig, or make sure you post a link. Don't chart? You should consider it, not only will it give you a lot more insight to your cycles, but conductors will be able to answer a lot of your questions just by looking at your chart!

The CT is not the place to post a BFP. If you have a "squinter" or if you have a line that appeared after the time frame, please do not post about it here.  Take a step back from the board, test again with FMU, and good luck!

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Crazy level from 1-10:

CD/DPO: 

Can I just ______ already?!:

Signs/Symptoms:

Explain your Crazy here: 

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My Ovulation Chart
TTC since March 2012 
BFP #1 1/29/13, EDD 10/9/13 
MMC discovered at 10 weeks (baby measured 9 weeks) D&C on 3/16/13 
BFP #2  CP on 3/31/14
BFP #3  8/11/14  EDD 4/22/14

Re: *****Weekend Crazy Train*****

  • Crazy level from 1-10: 8

    CD/DPO:  CD 19, DPO/DPIUI 10

    Can I just ______ already?!: POAS already? Which I can't until Wednesday.....

    Signs/Symptoms: Have had nausea since 5DPI. Some days awful, some days barely. Fatigued. Crampy. Constantly hungry but not really wanting to eat or enjoying food. Dizzy/lightheaded, bloated. So IDK. My body is doing something weird. But it's nothing like it was when I had a BFP before. And I know it's really early but when I had my first BFP I felt some symptoms at about three weeks....so maybe I'm weird IDK.

    Explain your Crazy here: This 2WW is killing me. I've been feeling like shit, and if I'm getting a BFP for it, I will be thrilled. But if not, wtf man? I mean for weird stuff to not start until 5 days after I stopped follistim and my trigger seems like weird timing for it to start, and then continue.

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    TTC: Started May 2012
    Bloodwork - potential ovulation issue which seemed to be fixed by clomid.
    SA - Mot (36%) and count low 9.3 mil (updated) 
    HSG - Oct 16 2013 - came back clear
    Clomid #1 - Nov. 2013 - BFN
    BFP#1 =  Clomid #2, Dec. 2013 - EDD 9.9.14 Loss Jan 9
    Femara #1 + Trigger (2/21) Feb. 2014 +ruptured ovarian cyst - BFN
    SIS clear
    April 2014: 50IU Follistim CD3-CD9 + 25IU CD10-CD13+CD13 trigger 1 mature follie= BFN
    IUI #1: May 2014 50IU Follistim + trigger + IUI = BFN
    IUI #2: June 2014 50IU Follistim + IUI (3 mil sperm)=  BFN
    TI #2: June 2014 50IU Follistim  + Trigger = BFN
    BFP#2 = IUI# 3: Aug 2014 75IU Follistim+ Trigger + IUI (2 mil sperm) EDD May 15

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  • kaynix21 said:
    Crazy level from 1-10: 8

    CD/DPO:  CD 19, DPO/DPIUI 10

    Can I just ______ already?!: POAS already? Which I can't until Wednesday.....

    Signs/Symptoms: Have had nausea since 5DPI. Some days awful, some days barely. Fatigued. Crampy. Constantly hungry but not really wanting to eat or enjoying food. Dizzy/lightheaded, bloated. So IDK. My body is doing something weird. But it's nothing like it was when I had a BFP before. And I know it's really early but when I had my first BFP I felt some symptoms at about three weeks....so maybe I'm weird IDK.

    Explain your Crazy here: This 2WW is killing me. I've been feeling like shit, and if I'm getting a BFP for it, I will be thrilled. But if not, wtf man? I mean for weird stuff to not start until 5 days after I stopped follistim and my trigger seems like weird timing for it to start, and then continue.
    When are you planning to POAS?  10DPO is early, but not ridiculously so.  Maybe POAS tomorrow morning with FMU?  FX for you!

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    My Ovulation Chart
    TTC since March 2012 
    BFP #1 1/29/13, EDD 10/9/13 
    MMC discovered at 10 weeks (baby measured 9 weeks) D&C on 3/16/13 
    BFP #2  CP on 3/31/14
    BFP #3  8/11/14  EDD 4/22/14
  • kaynix21 said:
    Crazy level from 1-10: 8

    CD/DPO:  CD 19, DPO/DPIUI 10

    Can I just ______ already?!: POAS already? Which I can't until Wednesday.....

    Signs/Symptoms: Have had nausea since 5DPI. Some days awful, some days barely. Fatigued. Crampy. Constantly hungry but not really wanting to eat or enjoying food. Dizzy/lightheaded, bloated. So IDK. My body is doing something weird. But it's nothing like it was when I had a BFP before. And I know it's really early but when I had my first BFP I felt some symptoms at about three weeks....so maybe I'm weird IDK.

    Explain your Crazy here: This 2WW is killing me. I've been feeling like shit, and if I'm getting a BFP for it, I will be thrilled. But if not, wtf man? I mean for weird stuff to not start until 5 days after I stopped follistim and my trigger seems like weird timing for it to start, and then continue.
    When are you planning to POAS?  10DPO is early, but not ridiculously so.  Maybe POAS tomorrow morning with FMU?  FX for you!
    Because of the trigger, RE said not until 14DPO - which is Wednesday. I don't want the chance of getting a BFP and then finding out it was the trigger and not a true BFP.

    I did just started getting a lower backache (which is what I get instead of cramps) so I'm probably out for this cycle. :(

    Lilypie Angel and Memorial tickers

    TTC: Started May 2012
    Bloodwork - potential ovulation issue which seemed to be fixed by clomid.
    SA - Mot (36%) and count low 9.3 mil (updated) 
    HSG - Oct 16 2013 - came back clear
    Clomid #1 - Nov. 2013 - BFN
    BFP#1 =  Clomid #2, Dec. 2013 - EDD 9.9.14 Loss Jan 9
    Femara #1 + Trigger (2/21) Feb. 2014 +ruptured ovarian cyst - BFN
    SIS clear
    April 2014: 50IU Follistim CD3-CD9 + 25IU CD10-CD13+CD13 trigger 1 mature follie= BFN
    IUI #1: May 2014 50IU Follistim + trigger + IUI = BFN
    IUI #2: June 2014 50IU Follistim + IUI (3 mil sperm)=  BFN
    TI #2: June 2014 50IU Follistim  + Trigger = BFN
    BFP#2 = IUI# 3: Aug 2014 75IU Follistim+ Trigger + IUI (2 mil sperm) EDD May 15

    BabyFruit Ticker


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     Love bugs unite!
    Daisypath Anniversary tickers

  • kaynix21 said:
    kaynix21 said:
    Crazy level from 1-10: 8

    CD/DPO:  CD 19, DPO/DPIUI 10

    Can I just ______ already?!: POAS already? Which I can't until Wednesday.....

    Signs/Symptoms: Have had nausea since 5DPI. Some days awful, some days barely. Fatigued. Crampy. Constantly hungry but not really wanting to eat or enjoying food. Dizzy/lightheaded, bloated. So IDK. My body is doing something weird. But it's nothing like it was when I had a BFP before. And I know it's really early but when I had my first BFP I felt some symptoms at about three weeks....so maybe I'm weird IDK.

    Explain your Crazy here: This 2WW is killing me. I've been feeling like shit, and if I'm getting a BFP for it, I will be thrilled. But if not, wtf man? I mean for weird stuff to not start until 5 days after I stopped follistim and my trigger seems like weird timing for it to start, and then continue.
    When are you planning to POAS?  10DPO is early, but not ridiculously so.  Maybe POAS tomorrow morning with FMU?  FX for you!
    Because of the trigger, RE said not until 14DPO - which is Wednesday. I don't want the chance of getting a BFP and then finding out it was the trigger and not a true BFP.

    I did just started getting a lower backache (which is what I get instead of cramps) so I'm probably out for this cycle. :(
    Oh duh, I forgot about the trigger.  I can only see one of your old charts, but it looks like your last LP was 13 days, which would make it pretty early for that backache to mean anything.  Hang in there!

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    My Ovulation Chart
    TTC since March 2012 
    BFP #1 1/29/13, EDD 10/9/13 
    MMC discovered at 10 weeks (baby measured 9 weeks) D&C on 3/16/13 
    BFP #2  CP on 3/31/14
    BFP #3  8/11/14  EDD 4/22/14
  • jap618jap618 member
    Crazy level from 1-10: 7 and falling

    CD/DPO: CD 24/12 dpo

    Can I just ______ already?!: Start AF...

    Signs/Symptoms: Nothing too crazy

    Explain your Crazy here: I've been testing since 9dpo (poas crazy much?!) and they've all been -.  With all 3 pg I've gotten a + on 12 dpo so while I know that doesn't mean this time would be the same I'm considering myself out this cycle and waiting for AF to arrive :-/
    Married the love of my life June 18, 2011 -- Me (28) DH (29)
    TTC #1 since June 2012
    BFP #1 6.29.12 EDD 3.12.13 MMC discovered 8.11.12 9w5d D&C 8.15.12
    BFP #2 11.2.12 EDD 7.14.13 MMC 6w5d discovered 8w6d 2 failed rounds miso D&C 12.27.12
    BFP #3 8.5.13 EDD 4.18.14 MMC 7w4d discovered 9.25.13 at 10w6d -Trisomy 13- 1 round miso & emergency D&C 10.2.13
    RPL Testing. DX Asherman's November 2013. Low AMH (0.44) January 2014. 
    Operative Hysteroscopy January 2014 to remove scar tissue.
    BFP#4 6.18.14 EDD 3.3.15 Team Pink
    --AL always welcome--
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  • jap618 said:
    Crazy level from 1-10: 7 and falling

    CD/DPO: CD 24/12 dpo

    Can I just ______ already?!: Start AF...

    Signs/Symptoms: Nothing too crazy

    Explain your Crazy here: I've been testing since 9dpo (poas crazy much?!) and they've all been -.  With all 3 pg I've gotten a + on 12 dpo so while I know that doesn't mean this time would be the same I'm considering myself out this cycle and waiting for AF to arrive :-/

    (((Hugs))) sorry about the bfn. I hope you get some answers either way soon.

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    TTC #1 since Sept 2011
    BFP#1 1/31/12. Empty sac discovered 3/5/12. MTX due to location in uterine horn.
    BFP#2 2/27/13. Empty sac confirmed 3/20/13. Mifepristone + Cytotec.
    Operative hysteroscopy to remove septum 9/18/13.
    BFP #3 12/24/13. Natural m/c 1/17/14.
    BFP #4 3/20/14. Natural m/c 4/3/14.

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