I was up multiple times with DS last night and I am most definitely going to drink more than my one small coffee today. I'm sorry little baby, mama needs to get through work.
Also I can't read the bump's pregnancy by week, I cry every time...hows about you F off hormones!!
I've taken 2 Zyrtec a day (basically 1 every 12 hours, twice the recommended dose) for several days the last couple of weeks because my allergies have been horrible. Non-pregnant, I've been told by doctors to double up on Zyrtec when my allergies were unusually bad, and I know that non-pregnant up to 4 Zyrtec a day are safe. But I'm sure it's a big no-no with pregnancy.
I was up multiple times with DS last night and I am most definitely going to drink more than my one small coffee today. I'm sorry little baby, mama needs to get through work.
Also I can't read the bump's pregnancy by week, I cry every time...hows about you F off hormones!!
I wouldn't worry about an occasional 2nd or 3rd cup of coffee. I just read "Expecting Better" by Emily Oster and she basically comes to the conclusion for herself that 3 to 4 cups a day is safe.
We don't know the sex yet, but I've already bought some girl clothes. I will be equally happy with either sex, but at the NT scan, the tech said she was 98% sure it's a girl, so I've had "girl" in my mind.
And SIL is due in October with a girl, so I figure if we have a boy, I'll just give the girl clothes I bought to her.
I hate PBS kids. The shows are fantastic but PBS kids fat shames children. I'm glad we are getting rid of cable so DD can just watch what's on netflix and not have to worry about being 'fat'. I eat super healthy, so she will too, I don't need a TV channel making her self conscious about her body.
I hate PBS kids. The shows are fantastic but PBS kids fat shames children. I'm glad we are getting rid of cable so DD can just watch what's on netflix and not have to worry about being 'fat'. I eat super healthy, so she will too, I don't need a TV channel making her self conscious about her body.
We don't have cable, and d's watches super why on Netflix. But I had no idea they did this.
I feel like an alien. Since I was a young child, I have always felt like I just don't fit it anywhere, with anyone. Like people don't understand me and I don't understand them. I went through some major trauma as a teenager and developed PTSD and my feelings of being different morphed into full-blown social anxiety. I feel like people just don't like me, and not that I want to be just like everyone else or that I want everyone to like me, but I just want to feel like I can be a part of the human race and be accepted. I don't feel this way. The internet used to be a safe place, and I could make friends behind a screen, but now, nope, I just don't belong anywhere. I only feel safe with Ryan, and even then, it isn't 100%. Most of the time I feel like I can pretend to feel normal, but some days it is very, very hard. Lately it has been bad.
"I wish I was special. But I'm a creep. I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. I don't belong here."
I still really mad at myself that I a have so few pictures of me with my DD. I really hate how I look and refuse to be in pictures. I really need to get over it.
I'm still kicking myself in the ass because I barely have any pictures of DS and I when he was a newborn!! I wouldn't let anyone take pics of me because I gained 50lbs that pregnancy...
I hate PBS kids. The shows are fantastic but PBS kids fat shames children. I'm glad we are getting rid of cable so DD can just watch what's on netflix and not have to worry about being 'fat'. I eat super healthy, so she will too, I don't need a TV channel making her self conscious about her body.
We don't have cable, and d's watches super why on Netflix. But I had no idea they did this.
I love Super Why! It's great! I really do love the shows that PBS kids puts on and so does DD. During commercials they talk a lot about being active and eating right which is just fine! But then they talk about being fat and how it's not ok and be a 'fit kid'. It's gross and pisses me off. Kids that young don't need body image issues.
I still really mad at myself that I a have so few pictures of me with my DD. I really hate how I look and refuse to be in pictures. I really need to get over it.
I'm still kicking myself in the ass because I barely have any pictures of DS and I when he was a newborn!! I wouldn't let anyone take pics of me because I gained 50lbs that pregnancy...
__________ Ohhh I can totally relate to these! I have so very few pics with her. I felt sooo ugly. No sleep, no time to wash and do hair or put makeup on. Plus MH takes HORRIBLE pictures. Seriously he's THE worst photographer ever and I just didn't want to be stuck with pics of me looking like a monster for ever and ever... I think I will need to give him some basic photography lessons before this one is born.
Today is 8 months since Lucas was born. I miss him so much. My FFFC is I really don't have anything to confess. I'm an AW and I just wanted to tell you guys that.
Aw I think about you and Lucas a lot. Your story breaks my heart. AW as much as you need. That is something very traumatic to go through.
I feel like an alien. Since I was a young child, I have always felt like I just don't fit it anywhere, with anyone. Like people don't understand me and I don't understand them. I went through some major trauma as a teenager and developed PTSD and my feelings of being different morphed into full-blown social anxiety. I feel like people just don't like me, and not that I want to be just like everyone else or that I want everyone to like me, but I just want to feel like I can be a part of the human race and be accepted. I don't feel this way. The internet used to be a safe place, and I could make friends behind a screen, but now, nope, I just don't belong anywhere. I only feel safe with Ryan, and even then, it isn't 100%. Most of the time I feel like I can pretend to feel normal, but some days it is very, very hard. Lately it has been bad.
"I wish I was special. But I'm a creep. I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. I don't belong here."
@MindyAndRyan I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Like other people have said, you belong here. And also, I love the Radiohead reference
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I feel like an alien. Since I was a young child, I have always felt like I just don't fit it anywhere, with anyone. Like people don't understand me and I don't understand them. I went through some major trauma as a teenager and developed PTSD and my feelings of being different morphed into full-blown social anxiety. I feel like people just don't like me, and not that I want to be just like everyone else or that I want everyone to like me, but I just want to feel like I can be a part of the human race and be accepted. I don't feel this way. The internet used to be a safe place, and I could make friends behind a screen, but now, nope, I just don't belong anywhere. I only feel safe with Ryan, and even then, it isn't 100%. Most of the time I feel like I can pretend to feel normal, but some days it is very, very hard. Lately it has been bad.
"I wish I was special. But I'm a creep. I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. I don't belong here."
You totally belong here!! I'm sorry you feel this way though, hopefully you start feeling better soon, I also love the Radiohead reference
Today is 8 months since Lucas was born. I miss him so much. My FFFC is I really don't have anything to confess. I'm an AW and I just wanted to tell you guys that.
Also I've un-followed a few people on FB because they share or post things about children being abused. This type of thing emotionally hurts me for days, I know it happens I just don't want to see it...and I'm probably way too overprotective because of it. The only night DS has stayed away from us is our wedding night and he's 18 months old.
I feel like an alien. Since I was a young child, I have always felt like I just don't fit it anywhere, with anyone. Like people don't understand me and I don't understand them. I went through some major trauma as a teenager and developed PTSD and my feelings of being different morphed into full-blown social anxiety. I feel like people just don't like me, and not that I want to be just like everyone else or that I want everyone to like me, but I just want to feel like I can be a part of the human race and be accepted. I don't feel this way. The internet used to be a safe place, and I could make friends behind a screen, but now, nope, I just don't belong anywhere. I only feel safe with Ryan, and even then, it isn't 100%. Most of the time I feel like I can pretend to feel normal, but some days it is very, very hard. Lately it has been bad.
"I wish I was special. But I'm a creep. I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. I don't belong here."
I'm really sorry you feel this way. As others have said you definitely belong here and are accepted here. Everyone has their inner alien weirdo that we try to hide. i do at least. just think in a few short months you are going to be a mom and that baby is going to love you more than anything in the world. ((hugs))
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DH and I have already pretty much finished the nursery. Decals on the walls and all. The only thing we are missing is the crib. People keep telling me I am crazy for doing it all this early...
Also my sister calls me gross because I get really excited when I poop (everyday now for like a week). I just tell her when you can't remember the last time you pooped and then get ass raped twice in one day you would be happy too. Apparently she never had this issue with her 2 pregnancy but thats ok because my nephew gave her all kinds hell the last half of her pregnancy.
I'm pregnant with my fourth, and not only am I not in maternity clothes, I actually went down a pant size. While it was nice that I didn't have people guessing before I was ready to say anything, I'm at the point now where I'd like it to be more obvious; plus, my shorts from last summer are way too big, and so maternity shorts are my only option for anything other than pants. It also kind of sucks because I feel like a lot of discussions on here revolve around not fitting in clothes/tricks to make regular clothes still fit or about bloat/bumps, and I have nothing to contribute.
Today is 8 months since Lucas was born. I miss him so much. My FFFC is I really don't have anything to confess. I'm an AW and I just wanted to tell you guys that.
Thinking of you and Lucas today. I just cannot imagine what that would be like..it breaks my heart. My heart goes out to you and your family. Major hugs (((aragosta)))
I am rereading the fifty shades of grey books! I actually really like the story. Also, I have never seen Star Wars or read any of the Harry Pooter books or seen the movies!
I read the entire Harry Potter series AT LEAST once a year. I'm a humongous nerd!
Aww! I retread them every year too!! DH thinks I'm a real nut but I love them so much!
DH and I listen to them on audio book, we probably get most of them in in a year. I love how JK Rowling is able to weave details into the earlier books that seem insignificant, but in later books are hugely important! THe organization it must have taken to keep it all straight!
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I am rereading the fifty shades of grey books! I actually really like the story.
Also, I have never seen Star Wars or read any of the Harry Pooter books or seen the movies!
I really liked the story in 50 Shades too! I could do without them having sex every 6 seconds, but other than that...actually good love story!
Re: FFFC
Also I can't read the bump's pregnancy by week, I cry every time...hows about you F off hormones!!
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Logan born October 31, 2011
And SIL is due in October with a girl, so I figure if we have a boy, I'll just give the girl clothes I bought to her.
"I wish I was special. But I'm a creep. I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. I don't belong here."
I read the entire Harry Potter series AT LEAST once a year. I'm a humongous nerd!
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...So classy
It's twin girls!! Born on 11-2-14!
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Ohhh I can totally relate to these! I have so very few pics with her. I felt sooo
ugly. No sleep, no time to wash and do hair or put makeup on. Plus MH takes HORRIBLE pictures. Seriously he's THE worst photographer ever and I just didn't want to be stuck with pics of me looking like a monster for ever and ever... I think I will need to give him some basic photography lessons before this one is born.
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Aww! I retread them every year too!! DH thinks I'm a real nut but I love them so much!
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Married 10/12
DS 11/14
Ectopic 2/16
PCOS/Ovulation Dysfunction 11/16
IUI x 3- BFN
Laparoscopy 3/17 Endo and tubal damage
IVF- 4/17- 40 eggs retrieved, 10 blasts, 7 pgs tested embryos
FET- 6/17- BFP!
Due Feb 15, 2017
Also, I have never seen Star Wars or read any of the Harry Pooter books or seen the movies!
I'm not sure I can be your friend.
DH and I listen to them on audio book, we probably get most of them in in a year. I love how JK Rowling is able to weave details into the earlier books that seem insignificant, but in later books are hugely important! THe organization it must have taken to keep it all straight!
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BFP 2/2014 - DS - 10/2014