Intro--Hello :)

aubrygarfield · May 2014

Hi! I just wanted to intro so you all knew who the heck was commenting on all these posts

DH and I were married on 06/08/2012. It was wonderful. I was on birth control until we started trying in February 2013. In January 2014, I started getting worried. I went in to make sure all was right down there and the doc told me not to worry til it had been a year of trying. On February 13 we got a BFP. On March 10 I went to my first appt/first US and There was no heartbeat. I M/Ced on March 17. On Tuesday, I got a BFP. I'm 5 weeks and terrified. Yet so excited and so ready. DH keeps asking me if i'm excited but You all would be the first to understand that it's hard to let myself be excited. I'm putting off making a doctor appt. I wish I lived in the day when people didn't have US and could just keep themselves healthy and have a baby 9 months later, just so I don't have to go through that first appt or any other appts like my other.

So Here I am on this bandwagon, Scared but Ready.

longcat07 · May 2014

congrats! i know what you mean about being nervous. i just keep trying to live in the moment and not borrow trouble, but it's a lot easier said than done. congratulations! here's to a H&H (and boring) 9 months!

MoreThanSparrows08 · May 2014

Congrats! I understand the hesitation to get excited, but I remind myself that "Today I am pregnant and I love my baby" and that gets me through the worry. ((hugs))