So, today is the two year anniversary of when i lost my daughter. It is storming outside and i feel like that is so fitting to my mood. I have tattoo of a baby lion with "April 28, 2012" on my wrist, in memory of her. My husband has the same one over his heart. I decided to work today, so i wouldn't stay home and think about it all day. I had actually not thought about it all day until one of my customers asked me if today was my son's birthday, pointing at my tattoo. i replied, no it is the day i lost my daughter. I am okay saying it out loud, but the looks of sympathy... i cannot handle. I am the kind of person, who doesn't want hugs because i don't want to cry. but it would be so nice to have someone to talk to and just listen, instead of brushing it off like its in the past and no big deal. I am sad.
Re: two years later....
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Ps.. Your tattoo is beautiful! Lions mean a lot to us for our son so I love the lion cub
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Me 32 (Stage IV Endometriosis, short luteal phase) DH 38
Married 5/2010
January 2014- DS born healthy at 35.4 weeks
February 2014- DS passed away due to complications from adenovirus
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