Obviously I'm not taking the time to sleep before going to the hospital like I should. My csection is scheduled 1st thing in the morning at 8am EDT and I have to be there at 5:30. I'm absolutely freaking out. I just can't believe that after all the years of infertility and losing my angels that I'm actually going to have 2 babies in less than 5 hours. I'm scared that something is going to go wrong that there's just no way I can really be allowed to be this happy. Can any of you relate? I do believe in God and I've been praying for peace and trying to give these worries over to him. It's a lot easier said than done. I just don't know how to "let it go and accept that he is in control." Just freaking out! Anyway, I just needed to get that off my chest. If you're the praying type please say a prayer for my peace of mind. I feel like a crazy person right now.
Re: Less than 5 hours to go! I'm freaking out.
DS#1 - Apr 22, 2010
DS#2 - Oct 26, 2012
DS#3 - May 28, 2014
Looking forward to your announcement (and hopefully pics) of your sweet little blessings!
09/23/11 - Married DH
04/01/13 - BFP at 4wks
05/30/13 - MMC - BO @ 12wks 5d
08/29/13 - BFP @ 4wks 4d
09/17/13 - 7wks 2d - Normal HB Detected! Baby measuring perfect for dates and positioning!
10/23/13 - 12wks 3d - Perfect NT scan! HB 167 & baby wriggling, waving & yawning!
12/17/13 - 20wks 2 d - We're having a beautiful baby girl! Go Team Pink!
05/03/14 - Bobbie Gloria was born at 39+6 weighing 6lb 14oz!
DS1 - 7/2011, DD 12/2012, DS2 - 4/2014, MMC - 12/2015
Mommy to my sweet boy, JG, born May 15, 2014
Baby #2 due 4/26/16!
little chkn born 06/30/11
baby chkn born 04/22/14
05/13
07/13
It’s not that I don’t like you, it’s that I don’t know you. Stranger Danger.
1st BFP-8/17/12! Missed Miscarriage discovered @ 8 week US. D&C.
2nd BFP-2/13/13! Blighted Ovum discovered @ 8 week US. Natural miscarriage.
3rd BFP-5/22/13! By early June, progesterone plummeting. Another loss.
August 2013 - started Donor Egg process, but surprise BFP with my own eggs.
Dear Son born 5/28/14