Late Term and Child Loss

Happy Easter...

to all our angels in heaven. If you celebrate Easter, I hope today is okay for you.   
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  • Thank you. Passover and Easter are the first holiday since Noah's due date. I hope the day is ok for you too.
    TTC #1 June 2010
    1/3/11 S/A - Count 45; Motility 32; Morph 4.3 - 2/10/11 - S/A Count 17mil; Motility 39; Morph 7.9
    1/5/11 Femara Cycle #1 = BFN  2/4/11 Femara Cycle #2 = BFP: 3/4/11 - Starting Progesterone suppositories 
    Beta#1 15DPO = 108; Beta#2 17DPO = 179; Beta#3 18DPO = 259; Beta 4# 20DPO =659!!
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    TTC#2 Pulled goalie 5/12, PPAF 3/13, BFP 6/27 Beta 15DPO=248! 
    Dx Severe Hydrocephalus and severe Dandy Walker Cyst.   Stillborn 10/19/13
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    TTC#3 - (No preventing, TTC+progesterone starting 12/13)
    4/7/14 CD3 BW - FSH 5.6; AMH 0.469 - 4/11/14 S/A Count 35, Motility 47, Morph 1.5
    4/16/14 - Cycle 6 - Natural IUI - Beta 12DPIUI = 3; Beta 13DPIUI=4.  15DPIUI=6. 17DPIU=4. Chemical Pregnancy  
    TTC #4
    5/5/14 Dx MTHFR homozygous A1298C, Benched 1 cycle HSG 5/14 both tubes open w/scarring on the left   
    5/28/14 Starting clomid 6/8/14 IUI #2 1 dominant follicle 31mm Beta 11DPIUI =4, 15DPIUI = 74, 17DPIUI = 165 
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  • The same to you. I've been incredibly emotional the past few days. This just sucks.
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  • I hope the day is okay for you, too.
    I've struggled with returning to church since our loss and I thought I'd start anew this morning, buuuut I bailed. I might try to go to the evening service. I've been very emotional these past few days, too. (Though I did just start BCPs....hmmm...surely that isn't helping any.)

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    IUIs # 1-5 = BFFN
    IVF # 1(July 2012) = BFN
    IVF # 2 (November 2012) = BFP (MIssed MC D&C @ 8w3d on 1/10/13)
    IVF # 3 (June 2013) = BFN 
    IVF # 4 (September 2013) = BFP Fraternal twin boys! (Loss at 21w6d due to IC on 1/26/14...devastated.)
    3/21/14--TAC (transabdominal cerclage) w/Dr. Davis in NJ
    IVF # 5 (May 2014) = BFN
    FET (August 2014) = BFN

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  • I hope the day is okay for you, too.

    I've struggled with returning to church since our loss and I thought I'd start anew this morning, buuuut I bailed. I might try to go to the evening service. I've been very emotional these past few days, too. (Though I did just start BCPs....hmmm...surely that isn't helping any.)

    I'm in the same spot. My husband is angry at God and I just don't know what I feel just yet. I guess right now I feel like he abandoned us.
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  • Hugs ladies

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  • @Maybe Joleisa and @lexusolsen I was really mad at God too. More than I have ever been in my life. Sometimes I still am. Sending hugs your way.
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  • Big hugs. Faith after loss is hard. I didn't have much before. But I'd like to believe that there is something after where I'll see Noah again, but sometimes I just don't know.
    TTC #1 June 2010
    1/3/11 S/A - Count 45; Motility 32; Morph 4.3 - 2/10/11 - S/A Count 17mil; Motility 39; Morph 7.9
    1/5/11 Femara Cycle #1 = BFN  2/4/11 Femara Cycle #2 = BFP: 3/4/11 - Starting Progesterone suppositories 
    Beta#1 15DPO = 108; Beta#2 17DPO = 179; Beta#3 18DPO = 259; Beta 4# 20DPO =659!!
    Lilypie Premature Baby tickers
    TTC#2 Pulled goalie 5/12, PPAF 3/13, BFP 6/27 Beta 15DPO=248! 
    Dx Severe Hydrocephalus and severe Dandy Walker Cyst.   Stillborn 10/19/13
    Lilypie - Personal pictureLilypie Angel and Memorial tickers 
    TTC#3 - (No preventing, TTC+progesterone starting 12/13)
    4/7/14 CD3 BW - FSH 5.6; AMH 0.469 - 4/11/14 S/A Count 35, Motility 47, Morph 1.5
    4/16/14 - Cycle 6 - Natural IUI - Beta 12DPIUI = 3; Beta 13DPIUI=4.  15DPIUI=6. 17DPIU=4. Chemical Pregnancy  
    TTC #4
    5/5/14 Dx MTHFR homozygous A1298C, Benched 1 cycle HSG 5/14 both tubes open w/scarring on the left   
    5/28/14 Starting clomid 6/8/14 IUI #2 1 dominant follicle 31mm Beta 11DPIUI =4, 15DPIUI = 74, 17DPIUI = 165 
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  • ((Hugs)) ladies. Hope the day wasn't too difficult.
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  • I've been off this board since Easter because it's been hard and I'm still struggling, I didn't attend services on Sunday because I'm still angry and unsettled with my loss. I did pray on Sunday though while I looked up at the blue skies and talked to my beautiful boy hoping he was safe and in Gods good glory even if he was without me. Xo
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