I hope the day is okay for you, too.
I've struggled with returning to church since our loss and I thought I'd start anew this morning, buuuut I bailed. I might try to go to the evening service. I've been very emotional these past few days, too. (Though I did just start BCPs....hmmm...surely that isn't helping any.)
TTC since 10/2010 IUIs # 1-5 = BFFN IVF # 1(July 2012) = BFN IVF # 2 (November 2012) = BFP (MIssed MC D&C @ 8w3d on 1/10/13)
IVF # 3 (June 2013) = BFN
IVF # 4 (September 2013) = BFP Fraternal twin boys! (Loss at 21w6d due to IC on 1/26/14...devastated.)
3/21/14--TAC (transabdominal cerclage) w/Dr. Davis in NJ
I've struggled with returning to church since our loss and I thought I'd start anew this morning, buuuut I bailed. I might try to go to the evening service. I've been very emotional these past few days, too. (Though I did just start BCPs....hmmm...surely that isn't helping any.)
I'm in the same spot. My husband is angry at God and I just don't know what I feel just yet. I guess right now I feel like he abandoned us.
Big hugs. Faith after loss is hard. I didn't have much before. But I'd like to believe that there is something after where I'll see Noah again, but sometimes I just don't know.
I've been off this board since Easter because it's been hard and I'm still struggling, I didn't attend services on Sunday because I'm still angry and unsettled with my loss. I did pray on Sunday though while I looked up at the blue skies and talked to my beautiful boy hoping he was safe and in Gods good glory even if he was without me. Xo
Re: Happy Easter...
I've struggled with returning to church since our loss and I thought I'd start anew this morning, buuuut I bailed. I might try to go to the evening service. I've been very emotional these past few days, too. (Though I did just start BCPs....hmmm...surely that isn't helping any.)
TTC since 10/2010
IUIs # 1-5 = BFFN
IVF # 1(July 2012) = BFN
IVF # 2 (November 2012) = BFP (MIssed MC D&C @ 8w3d on 1/10/13)
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