My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks. Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!
@Noethola I will definitely pray. That is such heartbreaking
news. Praying for the best outcome, but I know that whatever happens, she will
have a great support in you.
How are you feeling going into Easter weekend?
Basically what @dadalou said. After reading "Heaven is for Real" this week, these feelings were amplified. We aren't doing much family "stuff", so I feel mostly at peace. Our church gave us an opportunity to honour those who have met Jesus before us with a lily and we brought one in honour of our daughter. It felt like some sort of way to honour and remember her and I was appreciative.
Any traditions you have/ will start for your baby on Easter?
Maybe the above! Maybe just talking to her to let her know that we are excited to see her again someday. Then again, that probably isn't just an Easter thing...Maybe when/if Serenity has siblings we will be able to do something else.
Any new struggles/revelations this week?
I'm finally at a point where I'm feeling like God can bring good out of this. I would still never ever choose to have her gone so early, but I trust that God can help others out of it. I have all of these ideas swirling in my head about what that might look like, but I just feel a newfound urgent need to help others.
8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)
-5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)
11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13
8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF
IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties
12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!! One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15