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anitaflora
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2nd beta results; hope to see you all again soon.
anitaflora
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Hi ladies,
Levels rose from 41.9 to 59.9. Not a viable pregnancy. I'm stopping meds and have to have another blood draw Friday so they can follow the levels down.
Need to make an appointment to see what next steps are.
I'm not sure how I'm feeling yet since I literally just got the news. All I can say is that I'm not surprised. I don't think I've processed the sad and angry parts yet.
But really, that's not all I can say at all.
I have absolutely no way to convey how much your support and thoughts and prayers have meant to me during this short stay. You are such a wonderfully supportive group and I was so lucky to be part of it for just a few days. I'm sorry I won't be part of this board right now, but I will be cheering you all on, lurking and replying when I'm ready!
And also, to any TTCAL lurkers... I am so embarrassed that on my intro post here a few days ago I didn't call out how supportive you all have been to me during the very darkest times I have faced. While I know I said thank you on my announcement post on the TTCAL board, I also should have expressed the gratitude I have for all of you on my intro post here. I deeply regret I didn't when you have been so very good to me. I hope you will accept my apology and that I can come back.
Lots and lots of love to all of the loss ladies at all stages. I honestly don't know where I'd be without you.
And I wish all of you on PGAL a very, very happy and healthy nine months ahead!
Edited for clarification.
Levels rose from 41.9 to 59.9. Not a viable pregnancy. I'm stopping meds and have to have another blood draw Friday so they can follow the levels down.
Need to make an appointment to see what next steps are.
I'm not sure how I'm feeling yet since I literally just got the news. All I can say is that I'm not surprised. I don't think I've processed the sad and angry parts yet.
But really, that's not all I can say at all.
I have absolutely no way to convey how much your support and thoughts and prayers have meant to me during this short stay. You are such a wonderfully supportive group and I was so lucky to be part of it for just a few days. I'm sorry I won't be part of this board right now, but I will be cheering you all on, lurking and replying when I'm ready!
And also, to any TTCAL lurkers... I am so embarrassed that on my intro post here a few days ago I didn't call out how supportive you all have been to me during the very darkest times I have faced. While I know I said thank you on my announcement post on the TTCAL board, I also should have expressed the gratitude I have for all of you on my intro post here. I deeply regret I didn't when you have been so very good to me. I hope you will accept my apology and that I can come back.
Lots and lots of love to all of the loss ladies at all stages. I honestly don't know where I'd be without you.
And I wish all of you on PGAL a very, very happy and healthy nine months ahead!
Edited for clarification.
dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010
<dream 2> 12.2011
2.10.12 : 4 weeks
6.17.12 : 10 weeks
10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days
12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day
4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days
10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days
4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day
6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative
</dream 2>
AMA, Diminished Ovarian Reserve, heterozygous MTHFR
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Re: 2nd beta results; hope to see you all again soon.
I went through something almost identical with my first round of IVF. My first beta was 14 and they did double for a week and a half then they started to go down. I know its heartbreaking after all the money and pain and time you spend to get to that point.
Don't give up hope. Huge, huge HUGS
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BFP#3 EDD 12/21/13, Baby Boots born 11/23/13 My rainbow baby!
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Oct 12 - Jan 14: 3 clomid/TI cycles, 2 hysteroscopies, 2 IUIs, 1 BFP (MMC @ 12w), 2 more IUIs
Feb 14: Gonal-f + IUI #5 = BFP! (EDD 11/4/14)
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Loss #2: June 9, 2013 at 13w (Amelia Grace)
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BFP#2 - 6/18/12 EDD 2/23/13, sweet baby girl born sleeping on 10/4/12 at 19 weeks, 3 days.
BFP #3 - 1/18/13 EDD 10/1/13, natural mc on 2/2/13 at 5 weeks, 4 days.
BFP #4 - 8/29/13 EDD 5/12/14, our sweet rainbow, DS2 born 4/29/14 via c-section
I'm so sorry, Anita. Lots of ((hugs)).
BFP #1 ended in MMC. Discovered Oct 2005 @10w5d, baby stopped growing around 6w. D&C.
BFP#2 Nov 2005. Baby's heart stopped @ 8w3d. D&C Jan 2006. Trisomy 18
BFP#3 Nov 2006. My "miracle baby" DD born 7/25/07
BFP #4 11/6/12. EDD 7/16/13~my birthday! No sac found @ 5w1d, betas not increasing. Natural m/c started 11/20/12.
BFP#5 11/9/13. EDD 7/21/14 Our beautiful rainbow born on his due date!!
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BFP#1 Thanksgiving 11/22/12, mo-mo twins(one sac), traditional EDD 7/27/13, EDD due to risk 6/15/13
mmc Angel 2/7/13 @ 15w3d, mmc Aubrey 2/13/13 @ 16w2d, D&E 2/16/13
BFP#2 9/21/13, EDD 6/2/14, DD born 5/17/14
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BFP#1 4/17/2013 EDD 12/25/2013, MC 5/17/2013 8 weeks 3 days D&C 5/18/2013
BFP#2 1/20/2014 EDD 9/28/2014, Baby Evie born on 9/23/2014 at 8:50pm. 6 lbs 15 oz!
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Started acupuncture/herbs July 2012
First BFP 9-8-2012,EDD 5-15-2013, heartbeat of 175 at 8w2d, mmc discovered on 10-26-12 (11w6d) Cytotec on 10/26/12
8/23/13 DX with non-IR PCOS
Second BFP 9.12.13, EDD 5.29.14, heartbeat of 114 at 6w1d, mmc discovered on 10-18-13, D&C on 10/23/13 (baby girl/Trisomy 10)
Third BFP (surprise at Beta draw after d&c) on 1/10/14 (15dpo), EDD 9.20.14 Please be our RAINBOW!
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so, so sad to read this. I'm so sorry Anita.
8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)
-5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)
11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13
8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF
IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties
12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!! One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15
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BFP #1 - 6-2009 - edd 1-23-10 - mmc - discovered by u/s @ 13wks 2days - D&C
BFP #2 - 10-15-2010 - Baby boy born 6-11-11
BFP#3 - 6-2013 - edd 2-21-14 -mmc discovered by u/s @ 9 wks - D&C
BFP #4 - 3-10-14 - edd 11-19-14 - natural miscarriage 4-10-14
BFP #5 - 8-24-14 - edd 5-5-15 - Please be our RAINBOW!!!
U/S 9-30 - baby measuring right on track, heart rate of 155bpm
U/S 10-8 & 10-14 - baby is growing perfectly!
10-20 - 151 bpm 10-31 153 bpm
11-13 IT'S A BOY!!!!!
BFP #2 February 2009 | m/c March 2009 | 4 weeks 3 days
BFP #7 10/15 | DS born 6/4/16 @ 36 weeks
BFP #8 9/28/17 AHHH!!! | EDD 6/6/18
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BFP#1 9/7/11 EDD 7/23/11 mc @21 weeks caused severe bladder obstruction on 3/14/12
BFP #2 9/9/12 EDD 7/19/13 started to mc @ 8w1d on 12/7/12 ended up with d&c 12/18/12, stopped developing @5w5ds
Unexplained IF
BFP#3 3/3/14 After 1st iui and clomid cycle
beta 1: 137 beta 2: 268
Beta 3:1248
****Hoping for a rainbow baby!!!****
ET 9/10 - transferred 1 perfect 5AA blast
7dp5dt BFP ~~ Beta on 9/19 - 77.4 Beta #2 on 9/21 - 357
Low heartbeat on 10/7 86, lower heartbeat on 10/11 76, no heartbeat 10/14/13. D&C 10/15/13
Tests revealed MTHFR c677t mutation, put on Folgard.
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FET #1 1/6/14 - 4BB blast - BFN
little chkn born 06/30/11
baby chkn born 04/22/14
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BFP#4 3/17/14 - rainbow Baby BOY arrived 11/10/14 !!
DX: Uterine Septum - Resection 9/5/13 || MTHFR Hetero A1298C || My Chart
BFP # 1 - 12/19/09 EDD 08/27/10 - D&C 1/26/10 @ 9w5d
BFP # 2 - 06/05/10 EDD 02/17/11, DS1 born on 2/14/11
BFP # 3 - 04/10/13 EDD 12/21/13 - D&C 05/15/13 @ 8w4d
BFP # 4 - 07/27/13 EDD 04/08/14 - CP 07/29/13
BFP # 5 - 09/14/13 EDD 05/28/14, DS2 born on 5/22/14
March 2014: first medicated cycle + iui = BFP!
BFP #2: EDD 9/3/13~~Slow HB at 1st U/S~~MMC -Loss on 2/13/13
bfp#4 3/19/2014 edd 12/1/2014 please let this be the one!
beta @ 5w0d = 12,026! u/s 4/22/14 @ 8w1d it's twins!
I don't have words beyond that. Saying I'm sorry to hear this or that it isn't fair this keeps happening to you...it just isn't nearly enough. Big HUGE mongo hugs as you navigate the physical and emotional aspects of this loss.
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BFP#4 8.27.13 (EDD 5.6.14) DD born 4.23.14
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BFP#1 1/11/13, EDD 9/19/13, M/C at 9wk6dy
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BFP #1 : 3/20/13 | EDD: 12/1/13 | MC: 4/15/13
BFP #2: 1/9/14 | EDD: 9/21/14
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DX: Septate Uterus. Septum resection 6/4/13