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February 2014 Moms
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I need you guys... (NBR) updated
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I'm having a really rough time right now and it's all still pretty raw so it's hard for me to go into detail at this point. Kinda silly for me to be writing this without providing background, but if you all could just send good vibes my way and T&P it would be appreciated more than you'll ever know. I'll update with details when I'm not a crying mess and can sort my thoughts out better. In the meantime, thank you. I don't know what I'd do without all of you.
-Update-
"The air around me still feels like a cage..."
That line from the above song is burning in my ears. It's true and it's the most suffocating feeling I've ever known. I don't wish this kind of hurt on anyone. Betrayal, infidelity, gut-wrenching heartache, abandonment. This is my reality. I wish I could just run from this feeling... escape the pain somehow. But as of now, that's impossible. It's completely consumes you, breaks you, and shoves you down into the tiniest, darkest corner it can find.
My husband just told me he wants a divorce. Just like that. Even after I was the one who stuck around to try and work through things. (See previous post.) I've been given 3 weeks to leave. That's three short weeks to find a home, a job, a car, and oh... I don't know... maybe keep my sanity and sense-of-worth in the process. I know I sound ridiculous but I don't want things to end. Not right now. Not like this. Regardless of what the past holds. For now, this is all I can write. No combination of 26 letters could possibly explain how I feel inside. I'm hoping this all blows over and that we can talk about things... if not then I hope I can find my strength along the way.
"Will you still love me in the morning?"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKB99g0o7Vg -Update-
"The air around me still feels like a cage..."
That line from the above song is burning in my ears. It's true and it's the most suffocating feeling I've ever known. I don't wish this kind of hurt on anyone. Betrayal, infidelity, gut-wrenching heartache, abandonment. This is my reality. I wish I could just run from this feeling... escape the pain somehow. But as of now, that's impossible. It's completely consumes you, breaks you, and shoves you down into the tiniest, darkest corner it can find.
My husband just told me he wants a divorce. Just like that. Even after I was the one who stuck around to try and work through things. (See previous post.) I've been given 3 weeks to leave. That's three short weeks to find a home, a job, a car, and oh... I don't know... maybe keep my sanity and sense-of-worth in the process. I know I sound ridiculous but I don't want things to end. Not right now. Not like this. Regardless of what the past holds. For now, this is all I can write. No combination of 26 letters could possibly explain how I feel inside. I'm hoping this all blows over and that we can talk about things... if not then I hope I can find my strength along the way.
"Will you still love me in the morning?"
"Forever and ever, Babe."
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Re: I need you guys... (NBR) updated
The last few years I've done through well and back and didn't have much support, so I understand the need for friends.
GL hope you get through it.
I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry you have to go through this...stay strong.
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He can not kick you out often home, that is a legal matter. When he does legally serve a legal eviction, wait the 30 days then petition it with the magistrate courts for an extension if you still can not support your LO on your on. A judge will more than likely be sympathetic to you. (This is not legal advice, this is personal experience)
Be strong, hold your head high and remember you can do this! We are here for you.
There is nothing you can't do. Stand your ground.