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Semi-XP: ***BFP Warning*** The line is darker!
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I don't even know how to start this post. It's been a rollercoaster the last few days and given how extremely late this BFP is and my history, I think it's far more likely that I'll be back on TTCAL shortly vs. this becoming a viable pregnancy.
Here's how it's gone so far (all FRERs):
Thu,10dp5dt: thought I may have seen a really, really faint line but only under certain light and I was really, really unsure. And I thought it might be an early evap or something. Definitely no confidence it was a positive.
Fri,11dp5dt: no line. Went back to look many times and stark white, no line.
Sat, 12dp5dt: like Thu, saw a super, super faint line again but this time it was just barely dark enough that with some adjustments I was able to take a pic and get some votes on whether or not I was seeing things. Seemed I wasn't from the feedback I got.
Today, 13dp5dt: definitely a discernible line!
My husband, I think, has no idea that I've been testing. He has been completely against it because he knew it would make me a little nutty, and he kept telling me "I'm waiting for the blood test."
So next stop is first beta on Monday.
I'm not sure if I'm ready to intro on any of the pregnancy boards until I at least get my first beta back.
I am so thankful to be part of this board and so grateful for so many friendships I have on here. I am so glad to know you, those that I spent time with on TTCAL and those I am just getting to know better. Thank you, thank you for your friendship and support.
Edited for typo.
Here's how it's gone so far (all FRERs):
Thu,10dp5dt: thought I may have seen a really, really faint line but only under certain light and I was really, really unsure. And I thought it might be an early evap or something. Definitely no confidence it was a positive.
Fri,11dp5dt: no line. Went back to look many times and stark white, no line.
Sat, 12dp5dt: like Thu, saw a super, super faint line again but this time it was just barely dark enough that with some adjustments I was able to take a pic and get some votes on whether or not I was seeing things. Seemed I wasn't from the feedback I got.
Today, 13dp5dt: definitely a discernible line!
My husband, I think, has no idea that I've been testing. He has been completely against it because he knew it would make me a little nutty, and he kept telling me "I'm waiting for the blood test."
So next stop is first beta on Monday.
I'm not sure if I'm ready to intro on any of the pregnancy boards until I at least get my first beta back.
I am so thankful to be part of this board and so grateful for so many friendships I have on here. I am so glad to know you, those that I spent time with on TTCAL and those I am just getting to know better. Thank you, thank you for your friendship and support.
Edited for typo.
dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010
<dream 2> 12.2011
2.10.12 : 4 weeks
6.17.12 : 10 weeks
10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days
12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day
4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days
10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days
4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day
6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative
</dream 2>
AMA, Diminished Ovarian Reserve, heterozygous MTHFR
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Re: Semi-XP: ***BFP Warning*** The line is darker!
Congrats hun! So many T&Ps for you!
BFP#2 2.5.11 (EDD 10.15.11) DS born 9.28.11
BFP#4 8.27.13 (EDD 5.6.14) DD born 4.23.14
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BFP #2 11/3/10; BO at u/s 10w6d 12/16/10; Natural MC 1/7/11; D&C 4/21/11
BFP #3 10/27/11 Please stick, LO!! 2/6/12 It's a Girl! Alexis Grace born 6/29/12
BFP#4 4/27/14 Stick, stick, stick!! 8/11/14 It's a Boy! Evan Wesley born 1/8/15
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TTC #1 since 5/2010 dx: annovulatory
RLP: 2/2012: normal HSG 3/2012: normal
BFP #1 7/20/11 M/C 7/25/11. BFP #2 11/29/11 M/C 12/21/11
I have two angel babies that I will see again one day
BFP #3 10/27/12 EDD: 7/6/13
Baby Emma arrived at 35 weeks by surprise on June 3rd, 2013!!
BFP #4: 5/23/14 EDD: 1/30/15 Emma's gonna be a big sister!
Beta #1 19DPO: 213 Beta #2 21DPO: 674
#1 BFP 1/10/11; missed m/c discovered 7w5d
IF Dx: Endo, hetero MTHFR mutation, poor morphology
#1 IUI: 1/18/12 = BFN
#1 IVF/ICSI 4/2/12 = 2 x 7-cell and 1 x 5-cell transferred (3dt) = BFP!!
H was born at 41w2d on 12/29/12 - be still my heart!
#2 IVF/ICSI 1/19/14 = 2 x 8 cells transferred (3dt) = BFP!! EDD 10/09/14
M&W born at 37 weeks on 9/18/14 - I am the momma of 3 boys!!!
First beta is tomorrow and I should know the results some time in the afternoon. I expect a second draw would be Wednesday. I think they do one more check to make sure they're rising another two days later and then schedule an ultrasound.
dream 1 CAME TRUE 2.13.2010
<dream 2> 12.2011
2.10.12 : 4 weeks
6.17.12 : 10 weeks
10.10.12 : 4 weeks, 6 days
12.13.12 : 9 weeks, 1 day
4.6.13 : 4 weeks, 4 days
10.27.13 : 5 weeks, 6 days
4.2.14 (IVF #1) : 4 weeks, 1 day
6.19.14 : IVF #2 Negative
</dream 2>
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BFP#1 10 wk missed mc
BFP#2 DS born at 40+2 on 8/14/12 BFP#3 DD Born at 39+3 on 5/13/14
Dx: Me: Recurrent Pregnancy Loss; DH: Low Morphology (2%)
BFP#1: MC 3/1/11 at 6w1d - EDD 10/21/11
BFP#3: MC 2/8/14 at 4w5d - EDD 10/13/14
BFP#6: CP 11/6/14 at 4w2d - EDD 7/14/15
IVF #1 with ICSI & PGS: May/June 2015, ER 6/3/15, 17R/17M/15F
IVF #2 with ICSI & PGS: July 2015, ER 7/16/15, 16R/11M/9F
PGS results = 6 normal embryos (4 boys, 2 girls)
FET 9/23/15 = BFFN
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BFP #1: 12/2009 m/c 1/2010 BFP #2: 6/2010 m/c 8/2010
BFP #3: 10/2011 ectopic 11/2011 (right tube removed, learned left tube was probably nonfunctional due to scar tissue from infection after m/c)
3 failed IUIs, IVF #1: 18R, 12M, 10F, 3 poor quality 5d embryos transferred= BFP #4!!!!!
Betas: 9dp5dt: 64 ~14dp5dt: 91 (expecting miscarriage, doubling time of 236 hours) ~16dp5dt: 200~18dp5dt: 500
First Ultrasound at 6w2d revealed two sacs, only one with a heartbeat
LK arrived after 42 weeks on August 14, 2013! Beautiful, healthy, and happy!
TTC#2: IVF booked for April 2015
Surprise BFP#5 February 19, 2015 EDD: November 2, 2015
Betas: 10dpo: 10, 14dpo: 77, 17dpo: 270
First Ultrasound at 5w1d showed a miracle UTE baby! And right ovary ovulation to left fallopian tube.
JD arrived at 38 weeks on October 20, 2015.
TTC #3: Since October 2017. BFP #6 July 2, 2018 EDD: March 16, 2019 [/spoiler]
Anovulatory cycles, increased Synthroid Diagnosed Sep 2010
1 Clomid/Ovidrel BFN May 2011
Natural cycle Aug 2011 BFP M/C 4 Weeks
1 IUI Sept 2011 BFP M/c 7 weeks
Provera Dec 2011 BFP M/C 3 Weeks
IVF March 2012 BFP m/c 4weeks 5 days (IL, Prednisone)
IVF#2w/DS July 2012 MEGA FAILURE BFN (IL, Dexamethasone)
Diagnosed No real HLA Match, DQ Beta Triad, High TNF, Low NK Cells
Oct 2012 Natural Cycle m/c 4wks (Lovenox, Prednisone)
Went to Beer Center- high tnf, low lad, implantation failure
Jan 2013 BFP
Humira,LIT,Prednisone, Lovenox, IVIG, Baby Aspirin
Miracle Born August 2013 Premature
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BFP 12/13/12 EDD 8/22/13 Lilah Ruby born 8/8/13
Me: 38 DH:36