So I'm finishing up my degree this semester and I'm under a lot of stress since I'm hitting the final stretch. I took a break and went on facebook and so many of my friends had posted new pictures of their little ones. I broke down crying, I still am a bit. I know it's dangerous but my mind keeps circling back to the what-ifs. How much life would be different right now. It just seems like the last week I've hoped back on the roller coaster of emotions. One minute I'm fine around baby related conversations and things; and the next second I've got to exit the room quickly to ball my eyes out. (Today I had to leave a class early because of a lady sitting near me. I don't think I've ever cried so hard in a public restroom before.) Is it cause I'm so stressed that I've been more up and down? Not to mention I've had a mild case of baby fever that's been off and on since our angles. I just needed to vent/whine.