Second pregnancy, need some advice

burybuck0489

Hi ladies, I need some guidance or maybe a slap to the head here... I will begin, 4 Years ago my boyfriend at the time (now my DH) were younger, and not in the right time for a baby, and we got pregnant, we ended up giving the baby up for an open adoption,  we felt he deserved better than we could ever provide at that point..  4 years later we are married and i went off my BC in January, got my first expected flow, but nothing after, February came and went and no flow...so after a week of a missed flow i took a test...negative, waited about 2 weeks later i took a test and i got a positive, i am booked for my first prenatal appointment in April an i am feeling very well not very pregnant, i feel slight nausea, a bit of a backache, i don't think anything really else has changed... i also do not remember much from my pregnancy 4 years ago. it seems like a huge blur.. the doctors office said when i booked my appointment i have to be at least 12 weeks before theyd see me, which would make april correct counting from januarys last flow... 

I am feeling like really stupid, i keep not feeling actually pregnant, (I know i cant feel kicking and that yet) but this stage in the pregnancy i just dont feel it, it bothers me, other than to calm the hell down and relax, is there any suggestions or much any ladies with 2nd pregnancys can offer for advice? i considered going to the doctor early and seeing if theyd see me or do something to confirm it and id probably just get another positive because their tests are pretty much the same as the store ones. So any advice is helpful