I woke up from a dream that I had went to my post surgery follow up and the doctor was listening to my stomach for a heartbeat and there was one. He ran and got a second doctor to listen and they agreed. I said how can this be I had a d&c what are the chances? and he said on in a million, it's a miracle. I woke up half asleep and confused thinking it was real for a moment.
what a fricking shitty way to start off a Monday. I know it is my brain's way of processing but boy do I want to just stay home and cry today. Not an option so I have to soldier on.
Anyone else have dreams about their loss? How long did the dreams last for?
Oct Angel*BFP 1/25/14 * EDD 10/6/14 * US#1 2/26/14 *US#2 3/3/14 no heartbeat*d&c 3/12/14*
BFP 1/17/15 * EDD 9/30/15