I hope I have chosen a suitable board- I seem to fit into lots of the different groups..
As for my introduction, I am a 41 (just) old expat living in the US and married to DH who is 48. We do have one child, and then suffered a loss in Aug 2011. I found it devastating and have yet to put it behind me I feel. In recent months we have found a well known fertility clinic (and expensive) and have self funded 2 IUI treatments- which have both been unsuccessful.
Now is the crunch time- do we a)... cut our losses.. and be so very grateful for what we have... b)try for another IUI.. or c) try IVF... it's only money right?
Don't worry- I am not expecting any answers- just would love to hear from other like minded people... I have found this a very lonely journey- not least being away from family and friends, but also having (luckily) no other friends in a similar situation..
would also be interested if anyone has had counseling during their journey and whether they have found it useful..
thanks for listening
Re: Can I join you? (child mentioned-siggy warning)
"It is better to light a candle than curse the darkness." - Eleanor Roosevelt
Sorry for your loss and tough journey. All of us can relate on some level to your pain. I just wanted to wish you a welcome to the board and let you know that I'm sure you will find the ladies here very helpful and supportive.
Your questions were probably more rhetorical than actually wanting a response, however if it were me and I wanted to continue to try for #2 I wouldn't waste time or money on IUIs. The success rates just aren't great and at our AMA, I'm pretty certain it is not the best option. Good luck with whatever you decide, though.
**** siggy warning - bfp & loss **** ---- All Welcome ---
Me: 44 - Hashimoto's (under control), DH: 38 - (minor issues)
IUIs: 2 in 2012 ... Both BFN
IVF #1: 10/16/13 ... BFP, however it was not viable and ended in an early loss at 7weeks.
IVF #2: Feb '14 ... Cancelled. Positive beta at baseline appt, became very early loss.
IVF #2: Apr '14 ... Retrieval Only. 2 embryos made it to day 3 freeze & will be batched with IVF #3 for PGD testing.
IVF #3: June '14 ... Retrieval Only. 4 embryos growing, all arrested before day 5. Two from April thawed, but also arrested.
Currently benched while determining how to proceed.
"Keep going until you can't fail"
I am very sorry for your loss. Unfortunately most if us understand how you are feeling. My loss was one of the hardest things to go through so I get where you are coming from.
If IVF is an option for you and you want the best success rates I would say go that route. Especially if you have a great fertility clinic. But good luck with whatever you choose.
Me:39, DH:40
DD born 8/96, DS born 8/04
TTC#3
NTNP since 2006, active trying 1/13
Natural M/C 3/13 at 7 weeks
CP 2/14
All welcome
So sorry for your loss but welcome to our board!
Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012
Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR, DH: normal
IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix.
- poor responder
***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days
IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms
FET 5/20- BFP
1st Beta- 641
2nd beta- 2166
Sono- TWINS!!!!
Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks. Healthy and no NICU! So blessed!
BFP- 10-16-14 EDD 6/13/15: MC 12-1-14
I tried counseling twice with 2 different people and didn't last long...just didnt click. I just started with someone new and only had 2 sessions so far. I cancelled rest for time being. I would rather talk on here than with a therapist! Lol. I will go back when needed
ME:46 MH:44 DE IVF 2014
Met with RE 4/11. 2 IUI's BFN. DE best option. Switched clinics to do "shared" program. Had to retake all tests and a mamm that put me behind and then on a DE waiting list for 12 months. Picked a donor!! (10/13/13) Got matched. Estimated transfer in December. After 2.5 years of patiently waiting I will finally cycle....can hardly believe it. DE cycle got cancelled. One of her tests came back positive. Waiting for another donor. Donor picked!! (1/18/14)
DE IVF #1 (4/26) BFN DE FET #1 (6/4) BFP! Beta 1=339 Beta 2=852 Beta 3=9957 EDD 2/22/15!!
Me: 41, DH: 45
DD, 6/15/2013
TTC #2 beginning January 2014
AMH 1.05; FSH range 7-11
July 2014: IUI #1. Follistim + Pregnyl. 2 follicles--BFN
September 2014: IUI #2. Follistim + Pregnyl + Ganirelix + Crinone. 4(?) follicles--BFN
October 2014: IUI #3. More Follistim + More Ganirelix + Pregnyl + Crinone. 4 follicles--BFP! Beta #1=10 Beta #2=33 Beta #3=97 Beta #4=158. M/C 11/1/14
December 2014: IVF #1. Microdose Lupron protocol. 9R, 9M, 9F. 3 5-day blasts transferred 12/15. BFFN.
August 2015: IVF #3. 14R, 13M, 11F. Froze 5 blasts for CCS testing. 3 normals. FET planned for 10/2015.
My Ovulation Chart