So today I would of been 6 weeks and sadly at the 5 week 5 day mark of my second FET I miscarried. Friday I went to work and did my 10 o'clock client. I began my noon client and all of a sudden got really hot and felt some cramping. I suddenly felt a gush and ran to the bathroom. And there it was... Bright red blood. I got really scared and got some girls to finish my client and drove the five minute drive home knowing what may happen. I called DH and let him know that I was going home and bleeding. From about 12:15 to 8 pm fri I stayed in bed with lots of trips to the bathroom. Some clumping and very dark red blood and the worst cramping you could imagine. I knew it was over. My husband came home at about 3 pm and he just broke down and started sobbing. It really broke my heart to see him this way. He was so strong thru the first miscarriage that he just couldn't hold it together this time. We both fell asleep early and laid in bed all day together. So sad.
I had sat off and we were planning on doing something fun to celebrate on making it past the 5week 5 day milestone we so badly wanted to get past. Not this time.
I went to see my RE today at 3 pm and he confirmed that there was no sign of pregnancy. I was not at all surprised although holding on to that little shred of hope that it could of been a sch even though that was a long shot. Since it was all so fresh I didn't want to talk to the RE today but he just said we would monitor me closely and make sure that my numbers went down and we would talk about our next steps later. Were really hoping this is not a etopic again because the chances of that happening twice in a row is crazy!
I'm now settling in at home and have tomorrow off to relax. Im about to go get in the hottub with DH and a glass of wine and it's where we have some of our best talks about our IF future.
Me 34 and DH 39 married in aug. 2002
Did 5 round of clomid 2010 =BFN
High levels of NK CELLS DX sept.2012 DOR:# 0.02
IVF #1 May 2012 ER 4, EF 2, ET 2 =BFN
MINI IVF Oct.2012 Cancelled 10-27-12
Ivf #3 Antagonist Protocol April 2013
Shared cycle..Donor cycled in July Got 12 eggs 9 fertilized and 8 frozen!!
DE FET #1 Sept. 3rd 2013 FIRST BFP EVER 5dp5dt
miscarried Sept 24th at 5 weeks 5 days
Etopic D&C and hysterscopy Nov 5 2013
dx with pre genetic blood clotting dec 2013
FET #2 Jan 31st 2014
Miscarried for a second time again at 5 weeks 5 days
Currently fostering to adopt an amazing little 1 year old boy..P.J!
FET#3 is Oct 29th 2014
BFN on fet #3
Last and FINAL FET coming JAN 28th 2015