DD,
It's windy as balls out. I need to go to the store, I need more caffeine, EH is out of town, I need to do laundry...
But all I really wanna do is finish Divergent!!! And start Insurgent!! Damn BFF for getting me hooked on this crap.
LOOOOVE the Divergent trilogy! Def more important than all that other crap you listed :-B
Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015.
RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal.
I love Divergent too, I need to read the last book, I have putting that off for about a hundred years. I just started another series called Woodlands, which is very similar to HG and Divergent.
Spontaneous pregnancy #1 DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
732973 Clomid Cycles
2 IUIs
3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016 Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3 Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
DD, I am so done with the snow, cold, and winter! Please just give me mild weather and temps in the 30s-40s. Also, could DD stop vomiting every night. 3 nights in a row, seems pretty normal during the day, but middle of the night vomits. If it happens again tonight, we are heading to the doctor first thing Monday. Hope it's over so she can enjoy her weekend and birthday.
DD conceived after 3 years of ttc.
MFI - DH had varicocele repair and took Clomid to get DD b. 02/2010
TTC #2 since 6/2010 10/2012 DH diagnosed with Epilepsy A few failed IUIs summer 2012 and 2013. DH taking clomid and waiting to see if he needs another vericocele repair. Hoping for a 2015 baby or babies. Wishing, hoping, waiting.
This week has clearly fried my brain. I just called the bank afraid that our account had been hacked only for her to tell me that the pending charge was from my dentist appt TWO HOURS AGO. Let me go crawl in a hole and die from embarrassment now. Ok thanks.
This week has clearly fried my brain. I just called the bank afraid that our account had been hacked only for her to tell me that the pending charge was from my dentist appt TWO HOURS AGO. Let me go crawl in a hole and die from embarrassment now. Ok thanks.
LOL I had my Amex account hacked a couple weeks ago, after that I threw all kinds of fits because I forgot about our own actual UTILITY bills that posted in the bank account, it was one of those "Omg everything is hacked moments" ~X(
Spontaneous pregnancy #1 DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
732973 Clomid Cycles
2 IUIs
3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016 Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3 Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
I've been exhausted for the last few weeks. I think it's the weather. This break cycle has me down and I really wish I could just go back to being crazy about timing and the 2WW, but I know I probably need a few more break cycles to really quit obsessing and that pisses me off.
Work sucked this week. A coworker felt like I and two other colleagues went over her head (long story) and proceeded to send me an email outlining everything she thought I did wrong in the last 2 years.. Which I then had to deal with by keeping my mouth shut because the issues stemmed from people preferring my help to hers based on the way each of us does things at work. Apologizing kept the peace, telling the truth would have hurt feelings and dragged 4 other people into an argument.
One of my oldest friends just found out her cancer is back and that is some major bullshit. So I'm down about that this weekend, too. Which brings me to:
I do not want to work tomorrow. It's my extra job anyway and after self employment taxes I don't make very much between travel and prep time. I have to have that conversation with the person I contract for and I'm dreading.
And last but not least, DH is going out of town for fraternity pledging at his alma mater. I know he wants to see his friends and just have a night out (and he deserves it), I could use the support this weekend but I can't say anything because I don't want to ruin his weekend.
Whew. I thought a break cycle was going to help me calm down a bit but stress just seems to find its way in anyway, doesn't it?
This week has clearly fried my brain. I just called the bank afraid that our account had been hacked only for her to tell me that the pending charge was from my dentist appt TWO HOURS AGO. Let me go crawl in a hole and die from embarrassment now. Ok thanks.
LOL I had my Amex account hacked a couple weeks ago, after that I threw all kinds of fits because I forgot about our own actual UTILITY bills that posted in the bank account, it was one of those "Omg everything is hacked moments" ~X(
It's so hard to tell anymore! At least once a statement I think, "agh crap. Hacked!" Then I check it out and realize I'm a dingbat.
January 2007- Stop BCP! Let's DO this! June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS.
November 2010- FAILED FET! BS! January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS! February 2011- lost twin. BS.
SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world! November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs) April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs. FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP BABY BOY VINCENT!
We can't wait to meet you! Conception: Potato Love!
I love Divergent too, I need to read the last book, I have putting that off for about a hundred years. I just started another series called Woodlands, which is very similar to HG and Divergent.
Ooh I read those, too! I'm pretty much just hooked on dystopian series, bc I'm cool like that :-B
Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015.
RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal.
i just realized if i quit my job we can fix our cycle to be a week earlier. i need to potate on this!
January 2007- Stop BCP! Let's DO this! June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS.
November 2010- FAILED FET! BS! January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS! February 2011- lost twin. BS.
SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world! November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs) April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs. FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP BABY BOY VINCENT!
We can't wait to meet you! Conception: Potato Love!
DDF, Why is Divergent not available in kindle lending library? I am too stingy to buy... This month (I just bought apps for dd- and that was a big step for me).
January 2007- Stop BCP! Let's DO this! June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS.
November 2010- FAILED FET! BS! January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS! February 2011- lost twin. BS.
SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world! November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs) April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs. FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP BABY BOY VINCENT!
We can't wait to meet you! Conception: Potato Love!
Re: DDF!
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
It's windy as balls out. I need to go to the store, I need more caffeine, EH is out of town, I need to do laundry...
But all I really wanna do is finish Divergent!!! And start Insurgent!! Damn BFF for getting me hooked on this crap.
Me: 27 DH: 33
Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI
TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
No longer benched per New RE/OB!
Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic
Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
March 2, 2014 First AF
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
I need the tornado watch we are under to go away. I think I overdid it today. I wish my closets and cabinets would organize themselves.
Rainbow Surprise Baby due 05/26/2017
TTC #2 since 6/2010
10/2012 DH diagnosed with Epilepsy
A few failed IUIs summer 2012 and 2013.
DH taking clomid and waiting to see if he needs another vericocele repair.
Hoping for a 2015 baby or babies.
Wishing, hoping, waiting.
Me: 27 DH: 33
Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI
TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
No longer benched per New RE/OB!
Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic
Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
March 2, 2014 First AF
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
Spontaneous pregnancy #1
DD1 July 31, 2011
Trying for #2 since Oct 11
Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!!
I've been exhausted for the last few weeks. I think it's the weather. This break cycle has me down and I really wish I could just go back to being crazy about timing and the 2WW, but I know I probably need a few more break cycles to really quit obsessing and that pisses me off.
Work sucked this week. A coworker felt like I and two other colleagues went over her head (long story) and proceeded to send me an email outlining everything she thought I did wrong in the last 2 years.. Which I then had to deal with by keeping my mouth shut because the issues stemmed from people preferring my help to hers based on the way each of us does things at work. Apologizing kept the peace, telling the truth would have hurt feelings and dragged 4 other people into an argument.
One of my oldest friends just found out her cancer is back and that is some major bullshit. So I'm down about that this weekend, too. Which brings me to:
I do not want to work tomorrow. It's my extra job anyway and after self employment taxes I don't make very much between travel and prep time. I have to have that conversation with the person I contract for and I'm dreading.
And last but not least, DH is going out of town for fraternity pledging at his alma mater. I know he wants to see his friends and just have a night out (and he deserves it), I could use the support this weekend but I can't say anything because I don't want to ruin his weekend.
Whew. I thought a break cycle was going to help me calm down a bit but stress just seems to find its way in anyway, doesn't it?
It's so hard to tell anymore! At least once a statement I think, "agh crap. Hacked!" Then I check it out and realize I'm a dingbat.
June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS.
November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS! February 2011- lost twin. BS.
SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!
November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
BABY BOY VINCENT!
We can't wait to meet you!
Conception:
Ooh I read those, too! I'm pretty much just hooked on dystopian series, bc I'm cool like that :-B
I'm so tired of being tired! I just want to sleep but with a sick husband and a crabby toddler who won't sleep past 7am that is nowhere in sight.
June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS.
November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS! February 2011- lost twin. BS.
SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!
November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
BABY BOY VINCENT!
We can't wait to meet you!
Conception:
Me: 27 DH: 33
Conceived DS after 4 years of MFI
TTC # 2 (not trying,not preventing ever)
May 2013 - August 2013 Timed Intercourse = BFN
September 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs=BFN
October 2013 Timed Intercourse, Weekly Acupuncture, Herbs, and "warming foods" = BFP
Beta #1 19, Beta #2 18 Progesterone 4.6 Miscarried 11/9/13
November 2013 - Benched, waiting for first post-loss AF.
No longer benched per New RE/OB!
Jan. 15 2014 - BFP. HCG 3900 - Ectopic
Jan. 16 2014 Left tube removed and D&C
March 2, 2014 First AF
Why is Divergent not available in kindle lending library? I am too stingy to buy... This month (I just bought apps for dd- and that was a big step for me).
June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS.
November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS! February 2011- lost twin. BS.
SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!
November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
BABY BOY VINCENT!
We can't wait to meet you!
Conception: