Thanks to everyone for all your support. The memorial service was amazing. There were so many people there that they didn't all fit in the chapel and I know some came and left without either of us seeing or talking to them. There were people we haven't seen in forever that came from other states to be there, two of my nurses, two librarians that my DD has had for story time, our next door neighbors, MIL's next door neighbors who we have never met before, and so many family members and nearly our whole church body.
We are completely at peace with the situation and have been given the strength to make it through. We are sad, of course, but we know that Nathaniel is in heaven and we will see him again someday. That little boy seems like he is going to have a huge impact on the world for good and he never even opened his eyes.