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dadalou · February 2014

I just lost my son, Nathaniel Willis at birth on Thursday, 2/6. He was born full term at 8 pounds 2 ounces and was 20 1/2 inches long by emergency c section. He was absolutely perfect. He just didn't survive the birth because of a freak defect with the placenta and how it was connected to my body. It has been determined that his blood was circulating through my body so he just didn't have any left when he was born.

We were able to have him as much as we wanted at the hospital. So though I was recovering remarkably well we stayed the entire 3 days. We have lots of memories and pictures, but of course it was not enough.

We are doing pretty well with the grief. We also have a 3 year old daughter. She has been a very good distraction since we got home.

jess123456 · February 2014

I am so sorry for the loss of your Nathaniel. Such a beautiful photo of him. It saddens me to welcome you here but please know that you have come to a very supportive placed filled with those who understand. We are here for you.

schulme2 · February 2014

I am so sorry for the loss of your Nathaniel. He's absolutely beautiful!! I hope you will find some comfort here. I know, for me, grief has come in waves and there will be tough times to come but please know that we are all here if you need anything.

mingaling2 · February 2014

I am so sorry for the loss of your precious Nathaniel. What a beautiful photo. I know exactly what you mean re: your daughter. Our DD has been incredibly loving and a bright star in our mourning.

Wishing you peace.

VyD81 · February 2014

I'm so sorry for the loss of your son, Nathaniel. Beautiful photo of him. Sending T&P to you and your family. Hugs.

Maybe Joleisa · February 2014

I'm so sorry for the loss of your sweet boy, Nathaniel. He's adorable and I'm glad you got to spend 3 days with him. T & Ps for you and your family. ((hugs))

OSUWifey09 · February 2014

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I am so, so sorry for the loss of your beautiful son - and I appreciate you sharing a picture of Nathaniel with us. He truly is a beautiful boy. It sucks to welcome new moms here, but please know we are here for you whenever you need us. I get the whole distraction thing...my son was 3.5 years old when we lost Devon at 34.5 weeks, and he really helped me keep going. He saved me.

Please turn to us whenever you need. This community has helped me so much, even 18 months after my loss. Sending you lots of hugs, Ts and Ps.

Noethola · February 2014

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I have been thinking about you a lot. I am so thankful for the time you got to spend with him. It is never enough. Please know that we are here for you in any way we can be. The board is not always "fast" or quick to respond, but we will support you on this journey.

So very sorry for your loss of Nathaniel.

BrittianyM · February 2014

So very sorry for the loss of your beautiful son Nathaniel. We are here for you when ever you need us. Sending thought and prayers your way.

neptunebljc · February 2014

I am so sorry for your loss of Nathaniel. Welcome to a very supportive board.

bunnybun4 · February 2014

I am so sorry for the loss of your son. The picture of him is absolutely adorable. Please use the board as much as you want...we are all here for you.

stefuge · February 2014

I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet Nathaniel. He is adorable! I am so sorry that you are having to join us, but know we are here whenever you need us. ((Hugs))

Bgirma · February 2014

I am so sorry for your loss. Nathaniel is beautiful.

DevonBedford · February 2014

I'm so sorry for your loss of your beautiful boy.

dadalou · February 2014

Thanks everyone. We have gotten a lot of support and love from everyone around us. My family is coming into town tomorrow from Alaska. We have funeral plans started. It will be on Sunday with a graveside service on Monday.

The next couple of days are going to be really busy finalizing plans and doing stuff with family. Hopefully I will be able to get a little more sleep at night. I have only been getting about 4 hours a night. I had a doctor's appointment this morning and was given some different meds. They seem to be working better than what I was taking originally.

MCH77 · February 2014

((Hugs)) I am so sorry for your loss.

Xath · February 2014

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I'm so sorry for the loss of your Nathaniel.

ajsweeton · February 2014

Siggy warning

I'm so very sorry for the loss of Nathaniel. He's absolutely beautiful. Thank you for sharing him with us. I so hate to see new moms here, but this is a great source of comfort and understanding from other moms who have experienced the same thing.

mmsweeney1 · February 2014

I'm so sorry you are here. I just wanted to say I love his picture. I "visit" my son's picture in his nursery every day. You'll be so glad to have it.