Had my first ultrasound this morning. The baby was measuring right at 8 weeks but did not have a heartbeat. I'm heartbroken and I feel my body betrayed me a thousand times. I've been physically sick everyday since week 6. My bloodwork came back all normal levels. Now I have to make a decision on whether to miscarry naturally or schedule a d&c.
I really do wish a happy and healthy pregnancy for each one of you ladies. I hope for all of you to have a healthy and squishy baby to hold in September! Now I will go home and hold DS this much tighter tonight.
Re: I'm out too...
Off BC, NTNP since June 2011
Started acupuncture/herbs July 2012
First BFP 9-8-2012,EDD 5-15-2013, heartbeat of 175 at 8w2d, mmc discovered on 10-26-12 (11w6d) Cytotec on 10/26/12
8/23/13 DX with non-IR PCOS
Second BFP 9.12.13, EDD 5.29.14, heartbeat of 114 at 6w1d, mmc discovered on 10-18-13, D&C on 10/23/13 (baby girl/Trisomy 10)
Third BFP (surprise at Beta draw after d&c) on 1/10/14 (15dpo), EDD 9.20.14 Please be our RAINBOW!
I'm so sorry to hear Starbear. When you say bloodwork came back all normal levels do you mean with or without baby? I am not a doctor and certainly not trying to give anyone false hope or make this experience hurt any worse for you, but if it were me with the baby measuring on track I think I'd make the decision to miscarry naturally.
Just remember that although you loved this baby so much and wanted to have it in your life, you miscarried because it wouldn't have been healthy or had a good quality of life. But that baby loves you back and is grateful that you were able to let them go.
Oscar born October 2011
Miscarriage at 8 weeks (August 2013)
DD due September 1, 2014
BFP #2 - MC Aug 2012 - D&C w/ complications
BFP #1 - DS 2007
BFP #2 - 8/25/13 - mmc 10/10/13
BFP #3 - 1/14/14 - EDD 9/30/14
BFP #1 : 3/20/13 | EDD: 12/1/13 | MC: 4/15/13
BFP #2: 1/9/14 | EDD: 9/21/14
Welcomed our rainbow bear on 8/31/14
My Chart | All are Welcome
S14 September Siggy - Show to binge-watch when the baby comes
BFP#1 4/17/2013 EDD 12/25/2013, MC 5/17/2013 8 weeks 3 days D&C 5/18/2013
BFP#2 1/20/2014 EDD 9/28/2014, Baby Evie born on 9/23/2014 at 8:50pm. 6 lbs 15 oz!
Married: August 2012
DD: 9/22/2014
Married DH 3/14/09
TTC Since Jan 2011
Diagnosed with PCOS Jan 2013
BFP#1 June 2013/ EDD 2/23/2013 Blighted Ovum confirmed July 18, 2013
took Cytotec July 20, 2013
BFP #2 12/28/2013 EDD 9/11/2014 Its A Girl!!! Rebecca Ann!
Rebecca Ann born 8/31/2014 6lb 1oz 19 inches long 8:55am!!!!
DD1, born 4/10/11 at 32 weeks
Cooking #2
^^^ September Signature: TV series I plan on binge watching with my newborn I do what I want. ^^^