Angel Shoutout!

stefuge

So I love when we do these and it's been a while since we did one, and since I know we have some new moms that have joined us, let's take a moment and remember our precious babies. Feel free to share photos as well!

stefuge

Colton James born sleeping 6:04 am on August 28, 2013. 3 lbs 13 oz 17 in long.

We love you little peanut and we miss you every moment of every day!

jonahsma

Emily Joy my little girl and my little angel baby. I love you so much and think about you with every breath I take. I wish I could give you a big kiss .... I will never forget you and I love you

love your mommy

Xath

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Eleanor Quinn, born on December 26, 2012 at 35 weeks 6 days, weighing 7 lbs even. Suddenly departed on December 28. Always loved; always in our hearts.

Video (long): https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=uwmjgLCITR8

kflynn81

John Patrick , "Jack" born at 8:30am on December 23rd, 2013.

We are working with the hospital to try and locate the picture the staff took of him at birth. We didn't want a picture that day, but we've since changed our minds and hopeful they still have it on file. Here's what we do have though of Jack....his teensy feet  

veetveet

How do you cope?   How do you deliver a "sleeping" baby and be ok?  How do you move on?

I am terrified.   I have a very sick baby in my belly and will be terminating- I am currently 25w6d.  I don't know how to do this.     

I am broken. 

jonahsma

Teyah Gabrielle: my niece Your angelversary  is coming up Feb 4 . I remember that day so well what a beautiful baby girl! we all love you so much .

Xath

veetveet said:

How do you cope?   How do you deliver a "sleeping" baby and be ok?  How do you move on?

I am terrified.   I have a very sick baby in my belly and will be terminating- I am currently 25w6d.  I don't know how to do this.     

I am broken. 

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Unfortunately there is no easy answer to those questions . You don't move on and the definition of Ok is forever changed. You will be forever changed. Part of the loss of a child includes the loss of your former self, the person that you used to be before your baby died. You gradually discover the person that you will become and you learn to appreciate and enjoy the life you have, but you will be forever changed by your baby, and never complete. Accepting that is just part of your new reality. But there will be hope and smiles and laughter again. You will be able to look back at this time without breaking down; learn to focus on the good, on everything your little one gave to you. It's a process; one that no one should ever have to go through, but one you will make it through.

GymSpaz26

Zedekiah Eliohenai, born Oct. 27th, 2013, @ 41+ weeks. 7 lbs 12 oz and 19 1/2 inches. Passed away in his sleep Oct. 31st, 2013.

We love you and miss you so much baby! 

schulme2

Mary Glen- born May 2, 2013 at 25 weeks weighing 14.67 oz and 11 in long. She gave us 37 precious hours before becoming her twin brother's guardian angel.
Love you and miss you so much, sweet girl!

OSUWifey09

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Devon Alexander, born sleeping on August 19, 2012, at 34w4d due to placental abruption. 5 lbs., 18.5". You are, and always will be, my sunshine. I love and miss you more than you will ever know, my sweet boy.

veetveet

gertiebarden said:

veetveet said:

How do you cope?   How do you deliver a "sleeping" baby and be ok?  How do you move on?

I am terrified.   I have a very sick baby in my belly and will be terminating- I am currently 25w6d.  I don't know how to do this.     

I am broken. 

**siggy warning**

Unfortunately there is no easy answer to those questions . You don't move on and the definition of Ok is forever changed. You will be forever changed. Part of the loss of a child includes the loss of your former self, the person that you used to be before your baby died. You gradually discover the person that you will become and you learn to appreciate and enjoy the life you have, but you will be forever changed by your baby, and never complete. Accepting that is just part of your new reality. But there will be hope and smiles and laughter again. You will be able to look back at this time without breaking down; learn to focus on the good, on everything your little one gave to you. It's a process; one that no one should ever have to go through, but one you will make it through.

Thank you

DevonBedford

Micah Walter born sleeping on November 30, 2013 at 10:18pm weighing 11.7oz and 9.5 " long.
We miss you every moment of every day but know you are safe in God's arms.

kz's_girlygirl

My sweet boy, Jesse. Born October 13, 2013 at 5:39 pm. I don't really think of you as an angel most times and instead picture you in all things- my universe within, made without.

kflynn81

veetveet said:

How do you cope?   How do you deliver a "sleeping" baby and be ok?  How do you move on?

I am terrified.   I have a very sick baby in my belly and will be terminating- I am currently 25w6d.  I don't know how to do this.     

I am broken. 

I agree with the other comment in that there truly isn't an easy answer. We found out our son had a brain malformation at 19 weeks. We were strongly encouraged to terminate but decided to get a few additional tests first. Within the course of a week, someone else made te choice for us in that I developed preeclampsia and had to deliver him at 20w1d. I can definitely sympathize with what you're going through because its so so very difficult. We're all here for you though, just remember that!

Bgirma

Wesley Matthew born on December 25, 2013 at 39 weeks, 5 days due to a placental abruption. Weighed 7 lbs, 3 oz and 20.5 inches long with lots of curly black hair.

It's only been 5.5 weeks so we are learning how to live without you physically here but we talk about you and think about you everyday!

VyD81

Raynor Rene born sleeping at 29 weeks on Sept. 25, 2013. Daddy picked your name and Rene is your grandpa's name. Your name means rebirth of a mightly warrior. There hasn't a day gone by that we don't think of you. A piece of our hearts left with you and that emptiness is filled with your memory and the love we have for you.

Loving you forever. 

bunnybun4

Sweet Baby Bunny bord sleeping on November 21, 2012.  Not a day goes by that I don't think about you.  You have forever changed me as a person.  I love you.

bunnybun4

veetveet said:

How do you cope?   How do you deliver a "sleeping" baby and be ok?  How do you move on?

I am terrified.   I have a very sick baby in my belly and will be terminating- I am currently 25w6d.  I don't know how to do this.     

I am broken. 

right now you are in the thick of it...it feels like there is no way out and no hope...while it is a very hard journey you DO get through it...day by day...step by step.  I found that at first everyday was really hard but each week I could look back and see some progress.  You never forget and you never stop hurting....but I can promise you things do get better and life becomes hopeful and beautiful again. 

PerkyErky

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Alice born 3/27/13 at 20w4d, weighing 11.8oz and 9.75 inches long. You looked so much like your big brother and daddy, but had my brother and grandmother's long long fingers.

PerkyErky

Her perfect hands and feet.

shandorfml2

I was just thinking the same thing

Anastasia Maeve, my sweet angel fairy princess! 3/2/13 5lbs 11oz, 18.5 inches

BrittianyM

Our sweet angel Brooke Elizabeth 2/17/13 ~ 5/9/13. We will always love you!

tracint

Edyn (June 25, 2012) and
Lorelei (June 7, 2013)
My beautiful girls. My heart aches everyday because I want you near, but I know that the pain I feel is because of the love I have for you... I believe one day I'll have the chance to hold you again in the meantime take care of each other and play nice with all these other beautiful angel babies<3

kz's_girlygirl

These shout out posts fill my heart- with love for my baby boy and all of the beautiful babies and children spoken of here, and for all of you amazing mothers (and fathers!)!!

MCH77

Timothy- discovered he was gone on 1/15/14 at our 24w dr appt.

I'm jealous of your ladies beautiful pictures. Because he was measuring around 20w we were able to do a D&E. there are time I question that decision. It meant I didn't have to go through labor (which would have very likely ended in another c/s). But now I never held my baby or have pictures.

Thanks for sharing.

shandorfml2

MCH77 said:

Timothy- discovered he was gone on 1/15/14 at our 24w dr appt. I'm jealous of your ladies beautiful pictures. Because he was measuring around 20w we were able to do a D&E. there are time I question that decision. It meant I didn't have to go through labor (which would have very likely ended in another c/s). But now I never held my baby or have pictures. Thanks for sharing.

((hugs)) do you have some good ultrasound pics?

angelsnight

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Kayla Kathryn, born sleeping March 24th, 2013 at 22 weeks 2 days.  You were so tiny, but absolutely perfect.  I remember the first moment I saw you and I fell in love.  I miss you every day and I'll love you forever!

kflynn81

MCH77 said:

Timothy- discovered he was gone on 1/15/14 at our 24w dr appt. I'm jealous of your ladies beautiful pictures. Because he was measuring around 20w we were able to do a D&E. there are time I question that decision. It meant I didn't have to go through labor (which would have very likely ended in another c/s). But now I never held my baby or have pictures. Thanks for sharing.

I did deliver but we decided against photos and holding him. A rash decision then that I regret now, but I can sympathize with wishing for some photos and memories. ((hugs))

ajsweeton

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Elliott Brian and Ryland Scott born on 12/2/2012 at 22w5d due to prom and ptl. My beautiful boys you will never be forgotten. We'll make sure your little brother and sister know you and how special you were.

kaydee_2008

Annaleigh Willow Elise born and passed on October 17, 2013 from trisomy 13. She was born at 26 weeks and 1 day, weighing 1lb 8oz and 13 inches long.

This is the moment she was born. I love the way she is holding her little hands.

stefuge

I didn't have a photo yesterday but here's my precious Colton, born sleeping at 32 weeks. Love you sweet boy!

Mrodriguez898

My baby girl.
Olivia Rose. Born at 20 weeks. January 19, 2014 at 6:46 pm
Departed January 19, 2014 at 8:46 pm

Puka99

Lucas Cross born February 26,2013. I may upload some pics later but they are hard to see some days and today is one of those days.

Maybe Joleisa

My sweet baby boys. If thoughts, prayers and tears could bring you back, you would have never had to leave us. You were so wanted and so loved.
Anthony Boyer, 11", 1 lb 2.6oz
Benjamin Charles, 11", 1 lb 3.2oz
We discussed names, but never had decided on them. When you were born so suddenly, your daddy gave you your first names which were absolutely perfect and which we had never discussed as options. Anthony, your middle name is grandma's maiden name and Benjamin, your middle name is great grandpa's. Go find your big brothers....

cawettig

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My sweet baby Arianna Kaitlynn, I love talking about how much your brother looks like you! I show ultrasound pictures of you and say see they are identical! When I see bling a ling shoes I think of you! I bedazzled all of your infant shoes for you. I think of you all the time and one day will see you run to me.

cawettig

I forgot to attach another pic! I like the black and white one better, I can't delete the other sorry for the duplicate!

Heatherhah

Sydney Adriana Born sleeping on 9/30/2011at 38 weeks 4 days weighing 10lbs 3 oz and was 21.5  inches long she was absolutley perfect in every way and there was no cause of death.

JessicaG220

Ava Claire entered the world on April 17, 2013 at 9:18 p.m.  She was 3 lbs, 0 oz.  A perfect little baby with my nose and hands and her Daddy's lips and feet.  I love you, my sweet girl!

mingaling2

Coraline born sleeping on October 2, 2013 at 21 weeks (no cause determined). 

We miss you and love you dearly, and big sister Mia talks about you all the time. You will always be a light in our lives.

neptunebljc

MCH77kflynn81  I was in the hositpal for four days before deliver and was unable to hold my Bean.  It hurts but in times like that you can blame yourself. You are never sure of how you are going to react.

My Bean, born Sept 7, just under 1 lb at 21 weeks due to PROM.  Every day I miss you. and some days are harder then other. You are always in my heart and on my mind