I just need to get this out there.
I introduced myself awhile ago. I am high risk due to crohns disease and today I am 9 weeks and 2 days along.
Last night I found out my insurance has denied to refill my perscription for lialda. I still had 5 refills left but I guess the insurance company wants to make sure with my Dr that i need it. I also seem to be flaring. It's to the point now that I am feeling like I may be causing serious harm to the fetus. I'm feeling really down today and tomorrow I'll have to call both the ob and the gi.
it doesn't help that at 7 weeks I started bleeding and cramping. I was told I had a threatened miscarriage. It seems the little one has pulled through and is maybe growing naturally (i was never brought in for another ultrasound to check growth so I'm just guessing)...it just sucks.

I'm feeling pretty down today sorry
Re: If it's not one thing it's another...
@quinncat I also get remicaid infusions double dose every 7 weeks. I'm about 3 weeks out from my last infusion. I am also supposed to be taking 6mp but after I started bleeding I stopped due to the risk of miscarraige(i think I need to try a different med) I have a hard time getting in to see my GI and I'm not due to see him again until june.
My main worry is if I don't stop flaring I'll become anemic and dehydrated, I'm also not consuming as many calories as I was before. I get off at 2pm today so I plan on making all my calls around then (ob, gi, and I also have to call my insurance company) I'm just so frustraited with myself right now.
My GI was very unhappy with my ob. He was very upset I was told to come off 6mp which has likely caused this flare. But since I have stopped it he has put in with the pharmacy a perscription for sepositories as well as my lialda again. I am also considering in 3 and a half weeks when I enter second trimester starting 6mp again.
I go in and see a midwife tomorrow to make sure i am not dehydrated or anemic. I will also begin the conversation of when i enter second tri i would like to begin my low dose of 6mp again.
I guess we will see how things go from here...
BFP#2 3/16/11, beta 138; 4/12 Baby/HB DS born 9/10/11 at 29w4d due to partial abruption and PTL
BFP#3 8/19/13 Another boy! 17P, modified bedrest and Nifedipine helped us have a termie! DS2 born 4/19/14 at 38w5d.