The past few weeks I have had an increase in irritability and anger. I dont know if it's becasue I got my period today and it's just building up. My daughter (2.5 years) has been extra naughty and that doesnt help. Ive posted before on this forum about how I have OCD/Anxiety that was triggered by pregnancy so I already deal with that. I feel so bad that I lash out and haven't been able to control my anger. I feel like a terrible mom. Today I even spanked her butt once and of course felt terrible and cried myself (even though she didn't). I take seroquel and lithium. I dont know what else I can do. Does anyone have any tips? Maybe its PPMD? I dont know. I just need some advice. I feel exhausted, have anxiety and absolutely hate mysef.
Re: Anger/Rage
anyways, I struggle quite a bit with anger and rage as a new dad and it has been really hard to get a handle on. The birth of my son has brought out the worst in some of my bad habits and I felt that it was time for me to make some real changes for both my wife and my son.
Wifey was a psyc major in college and encouraged me to get some therapy to get to the origin of my anger. I'm only 4 sessions in but at the very least, talking openly to someone that's unbiased is cleansing for sure.
That and i try to be as physical as I can - doesn't matter what it is, just to get the body moving. Sweat and put a bunch of that anger into strengthening your body can do some amazing things. If anything else, to get away and be alone and exercise is therapeutic by itself.
One of the hardest things for me to do is not medicate. There is a lot of alcohol abuse in my family so Im doing my best to not even go there.
captmerricka
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