BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010
BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011
BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013
BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy. Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)
We love and miss you Timothy
BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014
Re: Loss @ 24w and dumb question
First, let me say I'm so sorry for your loss. You are in the right place as the women on this board have all experienced the loss of a child. I hope you find the love and support here you need to get through this awful time. As for your question... I'm not sure I can really help. One of the things I was most devastated about was the loss of my big belly. It was such a drastic change for me and so quick I had a hard time dealing with it. I also quickly lost weight due to depression and just not eating so I felt like I immediately no longer looked pregnant. But I'm not very small to begin with so that might contribute too.
I was off work for nearly 4 weeks - because I was grieving, not because of my bump, but it was gone long before I returned.
You might find it goes away quicker than you'd think, but I've recently found that exercising can be therapeutic itself. I often find myself in tears when I'm on the treadmill (in my basement). I think it's just getting the blood flowing that gets me going.
Ps. Your pg history is eerily similar to mine - it appears we've been going through almost the same things at almost the exact same time over the last 3 1/2 years.
Married August 20th, 2005 to the love of my life.
1st BFP August 6th, 2010. Missed MC discovered at 13 weeks.
2nd BFP January 5th, 2011. Beautiful Harper born September 28th, 2011.
3rd BFP March 15th, 2013. Treated with methotrexate for ectopic pg at 7 weeks.
4th BFP August 2nd, 2013. Sweet Micah born sleeping at 21 weeks with full T13. 5th BFP July 1st, 2014. Praying for a healthy, full term rainbow!
Brooke Elizabeth born Feb 17, 2013 grew wings May 9, 2013 @ 11 weeks & 4 days old from SIDS
so sorry for the loss of your son...
I also had a D&E at 19 weeks and for me the prep day was worse than the actual procedure. I was knocked out for the acutal procedure and recovery was not bad at all. thinking about you tomorrow.
as for my belly, I was so subconcious about it going back down that the first question I asked the nurses AS soon as I was able to speak after my surgery was if my stomach had flattened out any. For me it took a while to lose the weight...I just wore a lot of baggy clothes and nothing that fit straigt down my stomach. I am still paranoid about wearing things that hug my stomach even though I am below my pre-pregnancy weight. I made sure as many people knew as possible that we had lost her so no one would ask. I did find that I wasn't as "big" and as obviously pregnant as I thought I was at 19 weeks.
anyway, I am so sorry that you are going through this nightmare. we are all here for you. ((HUGS))
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BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010
BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011
BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013
BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy. Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)
We love and miss you Timothy
BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014
I'm so sorry for the loss of your Timothy. This is definitely the right place for you. I'm so sorry to have to welcome you here, (and sorry for your previous losses as well) but I'm glad you found us. Not a dumb question at all....somedays anonymity is our greatest gift, if we don't want strangers to know the pain we're going through, we don't have to tell them. But a bump can give it away and force you to have to deal with it if asked, and that's so hard.
First, can you take some time off work? My work would not give any time for the emotional aspect, but because I gave birth I was given the six weeks that is standard for L&D. I hope your work has something like this. Second, are you comfortable with people at your work knowing what happened? I'm assuming they knew about your pregnancy. My loss was at 22 weeks, and since my co-workers knew I was pregnant, I actually asked my boss to spread the word because I did not want to deal with having to tell anyone.
I'm sorry, I don't know any tips to lose the tummy quickly, but my best advice, if anyone were to ask you, is to say whatever you feel comfortable, and that may be something different every time if it happens more than once. I honestly feel like it is rude to ask a stranger anything about her pregnancy for this very reason. You never know what a person's situation is, and a post partum tummy after a loss is the number one reason why people should keep their mouths shut. So my advice is, answer how you want, and if that includes "being rude" and walking away if that's what you need to do, then do it.
Big hugs to you!
My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks. Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!
My work knows. I'm lucky to work in a very supportive school. I see it becoming more of an issue with students/parents... Those I don't see daily. Not that they would mean to be rude, it's just known I'm pg.
Part of me never wants to return and part of me can't wait to get back (it will be a distraction). Today is not the day to decide.
I may never lose the weight. I came home from surgery to a large variety of treats from friends, family and co-workers. I guess at the end of the day a sleeve of Thin Mints can be my friend.
BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010
BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011
BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013
BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy. Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)
We love and miss you Timothy
BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014
We ended up prepping for a D&E but the sticks and miso did too good of a job and put me into full fledged labor. Monday will be 4 weeks for us and I'm only now, somewhat, able to look at myself in our full length mirrors. I was only 20 weeks but I had a definite bump and it was gone so quick it made me so sad.
((Hugs)) to you
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My loss was at 20 weeks (baby measured about 16 wks), so I wasn't huge but it was my second pregnancy, so I was bigger than with my first and if anyone who knew me saw me, they would know I was pregnant. I was induced so was lucky to get the 6 weeks approved leave for L&D. Only took 3 but that was sadly enough time for me to go back to looking like I just had a really big lunch. I also asked my coworkers/boss to tell anyone who may have asked about me or knew that I was pregnant. I normally wouldn't share a lot of personal business with people but the fewer people I had to tell about it, the less breakdowns- all the better for me. I'm sure it's tough wtih a student/parents type situation so I can't offer much advice there other than, I would hope that anyone who has been pregnant would know better than to say something. You're always going to have those people that approach you to try to say they are sorry for what you're going through and they mean well (mine was a company executive) but crying in a public hallway at work just sucks and I wish they knew better. The best thing you can do is try to get yourselff ok with getting upset in front of people. The best thing my OB told us was that people will not know how to "deal" with you and they won't know what to say. So do whatever you have to in order to get through it and know that you've just got to take it day by day. Good luck!
BFP #1- 4/2011; DD Brynn born 12/2011
BFP #2- 7/13; EDD- 4/2/14; Lost DS at 20 weeks (11/16/13) due to cord accident
BFP #3- 3/14; EDD- 11/28/14; Lost DD at 15 weeks (6/7/14)- cause unknown
To my angels- I held you every second of your lives and I'll love you every second of mine.
BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010
BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011
BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013
BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy. Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)
We love and miss you Timothy
BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014
BFP #1 March 24, 2010; missed m/c May 26, 2010 @ 12w 4d; D&E May 28, 2010
BFP #2 Oct 20, 2010; My little boy was born on July 5, 2011
BFP #3 April 30, 2013; Chemical Pg May 5, 2013
BFP #4 Aug 22, 2013; It's a boy. Loss discovered at 24 weeks on Jan 15, 2014 (cause CMV virus)
We love and miss you Timothy
BFP #5 April 6, 2014; missed m/c May 15, 2014 @ 9 weeks; Misoprostol May 15, 2014; D&C May June 3, 2014
We have a very similar story. I guess there is really no easy way to avoid it. Just keep praying for strength. My prayers for you too
DS1 - 7/2011, DD 12/2012, DS2 - 4/2014, MMC - 12/2015
All I can say is right away I noticed my belly went down a considerable amount and if you make sure to walk around as much as possible and just keep eating healthily you should lose that belly