I have been nothing but excited to start prep for our FET (roughly scheduled for March 3rd). I've loved focusing on G during her first year and have been genuinely thrilled to think about giving her a sibling.
Went in to start pre-cycle testing yesterday and started to get a pit in my stomach. It just finally hit me that the upcoming FET may not be successful. It took 2 fresh cycles before I got a BFP with G. For some crazy reason I've just been assuming that this first FET for baby #2 will be a success until yesterday.
Ah! IF sucks. I'm now trying to remember how to find that delicate balance between optimism and realism. It should be such an exciting time, but it's like I've just woken up to a harsh reality and my cycle hasn't even begun! What's wrong with me?!