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Just need to vent about today already...

lcloffredolcloffredo member
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Today is my birthday and last year on my birthday I remember saying hopefully by my next birthday we will at least be pregnant and here I am starting my third cycle of fertility meds so that didn't happen. And so my daughter picks today to beg me for a baby (brother or sister) and she doesn't understand why I got so upset. I know I haven't been trying as long as some of you but I knew you guys would understand!
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Re: Just need to vent about today already...

  • Jen071407Jen071407 member
    edited January 2014
    I'm sorry, and right there with you - my 30th Bday is Wednesday. It's my 3rd Birthday TTC and failing miserably. I'm "celebrating" by likely starting bfp on cd1 for our first IVF.

    Sorry, hijacked your vent a little there!

    Edit: I'm such a jerk! Happy Birthday! Focus on you today and enjoy your loved ones :)

    Two DDs 10/08 and 08/10, no primary IF
    TTC #3 since 10/2011 - dx unexplained/weak ovulation
     3 BFN clomid + TI cycles, 5 BFN clomid/gonal f IUIs, 1 mmc IUI
    2/19/2014 IVF #1 Unexpected low E2 (oversuppressed) -> increased to max doses = 3 or 4 follicles, converting to IUI
    BFFP Saw 1 beautiful heartbeat at 6w6d, follow up u/s at 9w showed mmc. Eff this.
    NTNP 5/2014-9/2014, OPKs and TI 10/2014 - 1/2015. 
    RPL testing all normal, AFC, AMH, and FSH all normal. 
    IVF 1.2 1/22/2014 natural cycle start, AFC 28, 300 gonal f/150menopur. 
    ER 2/3/15 14R 8M 3F w/ICSI Day 5 transfer on 2/8/15 of one "Grade A+" blast and have TWO frosties! 

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  • +SouthernMomma++SouthernMomma+ member

    Huge hugs, today is your special day... Try to enjoy it!

    Happy Birthday!! 

     

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  • tuscanbride2007tuscanbride2007 member
    Happy birthday to you!  <:-P Try to enjoy it any way you can. We can't let SIF take over our lives (I know, better said than done!)

    BFP #1 12.24.07 - DD born @ 39w1d on 08.26.08
    BFP #2 08.04.11 - DD born still @ 37w3d on 03.25.12

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    TTC #3 since May 2012

    BFP #3 12.29.12 - CP @ 4w2d on 01.02.13
    BFP #4 10.17.13 - CP @ 4w2d on 10.23.13
    BFP #5 04.06.14 - MMC 05.07.14

    No longer trying to conceive.

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  • pettycrockerpettycrocker member
    I'm sorry, this is so hard. I can't imagine how down you must be feeling. Wishing you a happy birthday, hopefully the day will turn around for you. 


    Spontaneous pregnancy #1
    DD1 July 31, 2011

    Trying for #2 since Oct 11
    732973 Clomid Cycles
    2 IUIs 
    3 Fresh IVFs= 1 Ectopic treated with MTX
    Spontaneous pregnancy #2= Ectopic #2= lost left tube
    Spontaneous pregnancy #3= DD2 January 29, 2016
    Spontaneous pregnancy #4= Ectopic #3
    Spontaneous pregnancy #5= Baby #3 is a BOY!!! 



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  • Jeffreysmom24Jeffreysmom24 member
    First, happy birthday!! I hope that you can enjoy it. I know it is hard. My DH is always telling me to be thankful for what I have and not focus on what we don't have. Easier said than done! I have set little milestones for myself for when I want to get pregnant again and have missed them all!
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  • freakyfastfreakyfast member
    Happy Birthday! (((HUGS)))



      


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  • designer303designer303 member
    Happy Birthday!! Hope you can treat yourself and sorry, those kind of reminders always hurt, IF is a b*tch ((Hugs))

    TTC#1 May 2009- July 2010 on our own with no luck

    Started with RE in August 2010, dx with unexplained IF and then finally our 3rd IUI cycle using Follistim and Trigger resulted in our wonderful little man.  Born 12/2/11

    TTC#2 Never really prevented, but were careful early on as Dr. reccomended

    Surprise BFP 12/16/13, started progesterone immediately as first numbers came back low, but betas were good.  Progesterone wasnt enough. Natural MC 12/24/13.

    Back with RE as of January 2014...

    5/27/14- Chemical Pregnancy :(

    April 2015 IVF#1

    5/13/15- BFP, please stick LO!

    Oh and I'm a major Harry Potter Nerd :)

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  • BlackvelvetBlackvelvet member
    Happy birthday.  That is one of the harder things about SIF you have another child who wants you to have more and they have no idea why you can't.  Don't beat your self up over it just focus on what you can do.
    Me DOR amh .64 ng/mL  
    DH Brain Cancer
    BFP #1 12/11/08 DS born 8/23/09
    BFP#2 10/13/11 DC 11/4/11
    BFP#3 12/6/13 Lost 12/29/13
    Told IVF is the only option and have not found a clinic that will take me.



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  • Momarazzi007Momarazzi007 member
    Happy birthday! A lot of us have similar stories. I wanted babies by 28, 34 is coming up on me and I thought I'd be dealing with a handful of preschoolers not just teaching them. It sucks. I hope this is your year and this cycle is all positive!!!
    January 2007- Stop BCP! Let's DO this!
    June 2010- MFI. BS. IVF! Ectopic. BS. image

    November 2010- FAILED FET! BS!
    January 2011- BFP FET! TWINS!     February 2011- lost twin. BS. image

    SEPTEMBER 2011- DD Born! Most awesome girl in the world!
    November 2013- FAILED FET! BS! (screw you November FETs)
    April Fresh Cycle, FAILED. Frozen embryos frozen for future FETs.
    FROZEN CYCLE JUNE! BFP
    BABY BOY VINCENT!
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    We can't wait to meet you!
    Conception:image    imageimage Potato Love!

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