Scared!

mlowmel

Hi! Santa brought us a surprise this Christmas! We found out on Christmas Ever we are pregnant. We were originally told we were infertile, so its a huge wonderful surprise. Now 6 weeks along and super scared I will loose this precious gift! I have never made it to 6 weeks before; typically only to 4weeks. I have all the classic pregnancy symptoms and symptoms almost ahead of schedule it seems. I turn 40 in 2 months, have had a miscarriage in the past, this is our first baby and I cannot shake this fear. Plus, I have cramps. No blood. Just cramps along with all the other symptoms. Is it really normal? I am so scared that at times I am afraid to pee for I don't want to see blood. Anyone else have such paralyzing fears. Any thoughts on how to curb the nerves??  We are telling no one since we are unsure of viability. Therefore, I feel very alone in my fears.

lolinshag

also check out the pgal (pregnant after loss) message board. Those ladies have been where you are and may have a bunch of advice you could use!