Candles and a cupcake for Eleanor, who would have been 1 today. So very strange to think that this time last year, my biggest worry was how we would still make her birthday special this close to Christmas. I wish I still had that problem and she was still here with us.
Now to weather the next 2 days as we approach the 1 year anniversary of her loss.
Married 11/23/11, TTC starting 10/12, BFP#1 11/30/12, Adoption of stepson finalized 03/19/13,Loss of our daughter at 20w4d due to incompetent cervix 03/27/13, BFP#2 06/28/13, DS2 born 3/1/14.
Thank you all. Today marks one year since we unexpectedly lost her. Like many of the previous milestones, I think the anticipation leading up to the day was worse than the day itself. We had a quiet day at home and made no expectations of ourselves, and just made it through. I miss her terribly.
Thank you all. Today marks one year since we unexpectedly lost her. Like many of the previous milestones, I think the anticipation leading up to the day was worse than the day itself. We had a quiet day at home and made no expectations of ourselves, and just made it through. I miss her terribly.
Re: Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday, Eleanor!
The candles and cupcake are beautiful!
8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)
-5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)
11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13
8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF
IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties
12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!! One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15
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Brooke Elizabeth born Feb 17, 2013 grew wings May 9, 2013 @ 11 weeks & 4 days old from SIDS
TTC since 2008
Dh:34, no issues. Me:31, Endo, slightly hypothyroid, deformed ovary, paracentric inversion.
4 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone +TI cycles= all BFN
Lap in 2012 to remove large unresolving cyst discovered endo and double lobed ovary.
6 Gonal-F, Cetrotide, HcG, Crinone IUI cycles= All BFN,
1st IVF w/ICSI- June '13 Antagonist: Gonal-F, Menopur, Ganirelix, HcG, Estradiol, Crinone= 7 retrieved, 4 mature, 1 unfertilized, 2 abnormally fertilized, 1 normally fertilized. 2DT of only embryo and our miracle BFP.
Our beloved baby boy was born sleeping Oct. 13, 2013 due to pROM/IC/Uterine infection.
2nd IVF w/ICSI- Feb. '14 EPP/lupron/antagonist: Estrace, lupron, HGH, Gonal-F, Menopur, HcG, PIO, lovenox, doxy/dex.=21 retrieved, 16 mature, 15 fertilized!! 5dt of 1 blast/ 6 frozen. BFP! Beta 1 9dp5dt:83.9 Beta 2: 11dp5dt: 145.2 Beta 3 14dp5dt: 497 Please be our sticky rainbow baby!
DS1 - 7/2011, DD 12/2012, DS2 - 4/2014, MMC - 12/2015