who isn't really excited about another baby? Ever since my sweet Elika passed while I wanted another one now that I am I don't feel that excitement I did with my first son or with Elika. I felt this way about my Ethan who was born one year after Elika passed but I put that down to not being ready for another and him being a accident. This one while not expected I still figured I would be more excite than I am. I feel....numb like it doesn't really matter, is this normal or am I just a bad mom?