First time going through this

Rebecahl

So, after 4 days of spotting, which my OB told me it was fine as long as it wasn't red, and guess what, yesterday it was red and although I came home devastated from work and put the suppository and did everything she told me to, I woke, went to the bathroom and saw that kind of jelly thing... I know I'm miscarrying and I can't stop to ask myself why?! I feel responsible, I feel not blessed, I feel like * sh...* (sorry) this was my second baby and finally it was going to have a family and bring my daughter the opportunity to have a complete family (since her dad just said he was freaked out and we never talked ever again, which is ok because I loved her from the minute I started screaming about her and then find out I was pregnant) and now after weeks of dealing with a horrible boss at work, which seriously I can't believe women are like that to other women, I had no choice but to tell her why I wouldn't show up today, and you know what she told me? So you are not coming to work today? Hey you .... I just told you I'm loosing my baby!!!, just letting you know that while I was told to rest I didn't because I was scared of loosing my job because of the stress you've been causing me just because you don't like me personally, and not for my work, I mean how unethical !!!!! What a lack of humanity, I feel like grabbing her head, and tell her that she will never ever understand what this feels like...
I'm sorry but with everything I'm going through I had to let it out...

Rebecahl

OMG she keeps texting me about stupid things from work!!! I want to scream at her and sorry but I feel like slaping her

Poisonives

Sorry for your loss. But your boss is an awful B&@*#! Very insensitive and inconsiderate one. I would tell her everything you wrote only if your not going to loss your job.

Im sorry you have to go through this stress on top of losing your baby.

Rebecahl

Thank you so much, yes my boyfriend tells me she is just a miserable person, but seriously coming from a woman, I'm so glad I have this kind of support eventhough I don't know you, I feel your support and I also feel close to you, I can't stop crying though ... I guess thanks for being there, Thank you

Campow83

I'm so sorry you are going thru this and that you have all this added stress from insensitive people. Praying for strength during this time

Rebecahl

Thanks Campow83 I'm trying to decide if i will take medicines or go for the surgical option, I feel so out of me

heathersf11

I'm sorry you are going through this right now. Your boss sounds like a horrible person. I just got through will a NMC without meds. I bled for about eight days and then it was over. If you already saw a jelly looking something, it sounds like you already had a NMC. My MC was at seven weeks. I didn't have serious cramping and was able to let everything happen at home. If you've already passed the majority of the tissue, your bleeding should taper off in a few days.