Late Term and Child Loss

Memorial service last night

DH and I attended a small candlelight memorial service at the hospital where Coraline was born. There were only two other couples there and some of their family members. It was nice. The chaplain was the same one who sat with us after we delivered, and another couple delivered the day after we did. 

I was nervous but it felt good to go back and it brought a sense of peace. It was very quiet, though. I am feeling guilty about not reaching out more to the other moms, especially. But I know it's not my place. Just thinking out loud and rambling. 

 
EDD 1/8/10 - our sweet sunshine DD born 12/30/09
EDD 2/15/14 - Stillbirth at 21 wks 10/02/13
EDD 8/12/15 - MMC 1/12/15
EDD 12/24/15

  
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  • I'm glad you went and were able to be part of a service for Coraline. <3
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  • Glad you got to go to the service and that it helped you in your healing.  ((HUGS))

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  • Glad you went and that is a good step. Hugs!!
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  • I'm happy that you had a good experience and that it felt peaceful ♡
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  • One of the moms asked the chaplain to send me her email. I think we're going to meet up. 

     
    EDD 1/8/10 - our sweet sunshine DD born 12/30/09
    EDD 2/15/14 - Stillbirth at 21 wks 10/02/13
    EDD 8/12/15 - MMC 1/12/15
    EDD 12/24/15

      
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  • my hugs and prayers to you.
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