TTC after 35

Vent (children mentioned- not mine)

Instead of a throat punch Thursday, it will be throat punch Monday for me. So I was at home getting ready to go to work Sunday night when I get this frantic phone call from my brother. He can barely speak. All he could really get out was everyone is real sick and to meet him at emergency. It was him, his wife 2 daughters 5/3, and son-1. They caught viral food poisoning. So my mother and I dash to the hospital. They break up the kids. I have the baby, mom has 3 yr old, and sil has the 5 yr old. Why did I have to get stuck with the baby? I am not his mom. Babies that young only want mommy. So I am holding him, comforting him etc.... He throws up on me a couple of times, but all he wants is me to hold him. One of the hardest days of my life. At least of my whole IF journey. Remember I said viral food poisoning. Now I know I was careful to make sure I washed my hands, changed clothes as soon I hit my front door. Took shower right away. I am stimming and I am on day 4 and now I have a fever, diarrhea, nausea (tmi sorry). What else can happen? How come its so easy to be a stand in mom and not be given the opportunity to become one? Sorry had to get it out.
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Me-39, HSG 2/13- clear. DS-IUI #1-3/13,300iu Menopur 12 days,3 days Cetrotide, Ovidrel Trigger-BFN. IUI #2 06/13, BFP EDD: 02/22/14 m/c (cp), IUI #3- BFP EDD: 5/17/14 m/c 09/13. Blood work/RPL panel- nk cell/MTHFR mutation- negative. Blood work all good. Unexplained reason for m/c. IUI #4 BFP m/c (cp) 10/13. IUI #5- 12/13 Cancelled. No response. (1)follicle. IUI #5.1- 2/14. IVF Bound

********************SAIF/ PAIF/ ALL ARE WELCOME***********************

Re: Vent (children mentioned- not mine)

  • OH NO!!!   I am so sorry.  I hope you feel better soon.... that sounds horrible.   I know how you feel I am often asked to hold or watch my nieces and nephews... I love them like crazy but sometimes it is beyond difficult to hold it together especially if I am holding a baby.
    ***siggy/ticker warning***

    Me:36 DH:38 TTC#1 since 4/2012
    Me DX: Hashimotos,Hypothyroid, DOR, MTHFR,  DH: normal

     IUI #1-#4 BFNs and a few cancelled cycles in the mix.
    - poor responder
    ***Suprise BFP on 6/13/13. Natural MC @6wks 3days
    IVF#1 and 2- Cancelled due to no response on max stimms
    FET 5/20- BFP
    1st Beta- 641
    2nd beta- 2166
    Sono- TWINS!!!!
    Two Boys! Born January 2015 @36 weeks.  Healthy and no NICU!  So blessed!



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  • Ouch! I am so sorry for everyone involved!!! especially you. Since you have showered the puke off, I will give you ((((hugs)))) for being the best aunt ever.

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    Me: 41 DH: 46. We are TTC our 1st, started July '11,
    3 cycles clomid with Ob,
    1 cycle Tamoxifen with Ob,
    Diagnosed PCOS 11/5/12
    clomid, trigger & timed bd 12/12 BFN
    1st clomid IUI 1/4/13 BFN.
    2nd clomid IUI 2/13 cancelled didn't respond to clomid.
    3/15/13 scheduled laparoscopy & on bcp.

    May 10 IUI from injectibles - BFN 

    May 22 done with interventions it will either happen or it won't. 

    February 2014 No longer actively trying, but not preventing. 

    SURPISE BFP 4/2/2015!!!!!!!!!!

    Miscarriage 4/23/15

     

  • Thanks everyone. Feeling a whole lot better today. :)
    BabyFetus Ticker

    Me-39, HSG 2/13- clear. DS-IUI #1-3/13,300iu Menopur 12 days,3 days Cetrotide, Ovidrel Trigger-BFN. IUI #2 06/13, BFP EDD: 02/22/14 m/c (cp), IUI #3- BFP EDD: 5/17/14 m/c 09/13. Blood work/RPL panel- nk cell/MTHFR mutation- negative. Blood work all good. Unexplained reason for m/c. IUI #4 BFP m/c (cp) 10/13. IUI #5- 12/13 Cancelled. No response. (1)follicle. IUI #5.1- 2/14. IVF Bound

    ********************SAIF/ PAIF/ ALL ARE WELCOME***********************
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