I realized yesterday that I talk and make rude gestures to more inanimate objects than I do people. I forget if I'm antisocial by choice sometimes. Then I go out somewhere and remember how much people annoy me and return to my hermitism.
LO went to DC in the sleeper she slept in 3x this week. It wasn't spit up on, it was clean, she survived.
I'm late for work and don't feel one bit sorry I'm currently sitting in Starbucks drivethru. It's been a long ass week, momma deserves a pumpkin latte.
I don't sterilise EVERYTHING that LO uses. I think its a bit overkill.
I sterilize bottles and such before the first use but after that, I just wash in hot soapy water every once in a while or when it drops on the ground/floor/dog licks it/whatever. With a heavy shedding dog, I've never been concerned about germs or stuff being pristine - that's a losing battle! LO is 4 months old and hasn't been sick yet, so I've never had a reason to change my habits.
I'll admit it. When people post pics, I sometimes look at the backgrounds for decorating ideas.
("Ooooh, those hardwood floors are gorgeous .... Ooooh, I love that paint color....")
Guilty. @belhurstbride pics come to mind...her house looks beautiful. Also, I don't just checkout backgrounds for decorating ideas, I'm just strait nosey. I like seeing people's styles and tastes. Is that creepy?
I have a killer stash of candy in the cupboard that has been accumulating over the last 3 months. I have no intention of consuming any of it anytime soon. It's even candy DH doesn't like, so he won't be tapping into it, either. My real confession: I keep adding to it regularly.
SS is spoiled. His mother and her family get him everything he wants and do everything for him. This became very apparent at disneyland this week.
I'm done Xmas shopping for him and we were talking about getting him this video game he wants. It is all he talks about. After this week we decided not to get it for him. 1. It's too old for him and he doesn't know how to do much of it. 2. He needs to understand sometimes we don't always get what we want.
I get so excited when LO poops. It's the big event of the day. We had major constipation issues the first 6 weeks. Now, she poops daily and with such ease. It makes me so happy to see her happy
I want some child-free time this weekend. My SO started school on Monday, so with our work schedules I haven't seen him since Sunday night. I've been alone with the kids all week (when I'm not at work), and I want a break. I want a date with my man, and some good sex. Ugh, is that too much to ask for?
When I was dehydrated last weekend, I contemplated getting a bunch of blue gatorade just to see if my milk would turn blue. I don't really like blue gatorade, though, so it would have defeated the purpose.
I talk to my online friends more than my IRL ones. I also find them to be better friends than my IRL ones. Sometimes I think that's sad. Other times IDGAF.
I've seriously considered trying the Similac for supplementing a few times this week, just to be able to get a few hours of sleep. We've both been sick for a week and I know the reason I'm not over it because I can't get more than 5 hrs of sleep in a night
Ezra James 08/22/2013 Nora Grace Due 12/26/2016
Two Angel Babies 07/03/2012 08/08/2015
"If you're still my small babe or you're all the way grown, my promise to you is you're never alone. You are my angel, my darling, my star...and my love will find you, wherever you are."
I don't really have many IRL friends. I haven't made friends since high school. They're all big partiers so I don't really fit in. I'm not sure how people make friends. I had a few at cosmetology school, but those didn't last. I really just want to have a best friend. I let it bother me more than it should.
I'll just be reading quietly... Alone. Haha.
I feel for you...I had a best friend....she decided 3 days before my due date she no longer wanted to be friends because I had become to selfish, and she did not need that in her life anymore....HELLO....I was pregnant....something you were excited about, and were my LO's godmother....you went to my A/S and wanted to be involved....sorry I called you a lot toward the end to talk and was crazy hormonal.....Sorry....this just brought up old memories that did not heal well
My FFC is I haven't felt mommy guilt. If I need to get away for a couple of hours, I soak it up while I can. If I want to get my nails done, I do it. LO's needs are always met first but I think focusing on myself as well helps me be a better mom and I refuse to feel guilty about that.
Eta: I can't spell
Had our precious baby girl, Little Miss E, on August 14, 2013♥143 → I.love.you.♥
For just a few moments...in the middle of the night the other night when LO was screaming her head off not sleeping, and I was exhausted....I wished I had decided to not have kids....Granted that moment passed in an instant when she stopped crying suddenly and gave me the biggest gummiest smile ever....but I still got little sleep....the little shit... )
When I was dehydrated last weekend, I contemplated getting a bunch of blue gatorade just to see if my milk would turn blue. I don't really like blue gatorade, though, so it would have defeated the purpose.
I have a rooster themed kitchen. Well, I hate to say "theme" because it's really just a few porcelain roosters and a framed "rooster art" piece. But in pretty sure this makes me a 55 year old in the body of a 31 year old.
I'm having trouble finding time to pump regularly at work. I get preoccupied with meetings, phone calls, etc and sometimes don't get but one pumping session during work hours. Yesterday I asked to work from home just so I could nurse all day instead of pumping or having my meager stash depleted- I will always drop what I'm doing to feed DD.
My 3-year-old says "friggin" all the time. I know it came from me… and I keep trying to stop myself from saying it but it just comes out. Oh well. I suppose it could be worse… He could be saying the real word.
I decided to stay home sick today. I am sick so that is not my confession. My confession is that I'm tempted to go give LO to DH like I would on a normal work day and then go in the other room and nap and see how long it takes DH to realize I'm home still.
Im still upset with bf for not understanding why im upset about another girl saying she loves him on his facebook.
This girl and i dont like each other, shes consistantly making bitchy underhandes comments to me and i dont like how she clings to bf. I now understand why bfs bm told me when i met her this girl would make problems between me and bf
Im still upset with bf for not understanding why im upset about another girl saying she loves him on his facebook.
This girl and i dont like each other, shes consistantly making bitchy underhandes comments to me and i dont like how she clings to bf. I now understand why bfs bm told me when i met her this girl would make problems between me and bf
I will never understand this junior high behavior. Doesn't this sound silly when you read it back? If he was truly committed to you, this wouldn't be an issue. These are issues 8th graders have, not adults with children.
Im still upset with bf for not understanding why im upset about another girl saying she loves him on his facebook.
This girl and i dont like each other, shes consistantly making bitchy underhandes comments to me and i dont like how she clings to bf. I now understand why bfs bm told me when i met her this girl would make problems between me and bf
I think it's hilarious when girls flirt with MH or say things like that to him. Don't you feel bad for her? I mean, what a sad moron for playing games like that? The true freedom is finding humor in this stuff. Edit- this is about YOUR insecurities.
When I was dehydrated last weekend, I contemplated getting a bunch of blue gatorade just to see if my milk would turn blue. I don't really like blue gatorade, though, so it would have defeated the purpose.
I talk to my online friends more than my IRL ones. I also find them to be better friends than my IRL ones. Sometimes I think that's sad. Other times IDGAF.
I LOVE blue Gatorade. Sadly it does not turn my milk blue.
As of today I'm done with school for the quarter besides two finals next week, but LO daycare requires we pay all the way through finals week. Yup she's going everyday next week, plus I need some me time to just relax. I feel bad but it will allow me to get a lot done and she only goes for 3 hours anyways.
I don't really have many IRL friends. I haven't made friends since high school. They're all big partiers so I don't really fit in. I'm not sure how people make friends. I had a few at cosmetology school, but those didn't last. I really just want to have a best friend. I let it bother me more than it should.
I'll just be reading quietly... Alone. Haha.
I feel for you...I had a best friend....she decided 3 days before my due date she no longer wanted to be friends because I had become to selfish, and she did not need that in her life anymore....HELLO....I was pregnant....something you were excited about, and were my LO's godmother....you went to my A/S and wanted to be involved....sorry I called you a lot toward the end to talk and was crazy hormonal.....Sorry....this just brought up old memories that did not heal well
No apology necessary for something like that. When I was in hs my best friend just decided all of sudden she didn't want to be friends anymore in the middle of senior year. We were really close and I didn't have any other friends (I didn't like the people at my hs; it was a really conservative private school). Anyway, I think it was because I got into the colleges I applied to and she didn't and it was her way of making the separation easier. However, it was pretty devastating for me. I've thought about friending her on fb and trying to start a friendship again but I haven't because I know I couldn't handle the rejection again if she didn't reciprocate. Guess that's my confession for the day. Your not alone, bunnyfer!
I think rain galoshes are stupid. I see them all over the place on campus and think wtf,are you like walking through 2 feet of water? It's drizzling, seriously.
@zever000@soleil3 Interesting. I could have sworn someone on TB did it. Hey Sol, to each their own. I like the yellow, lol.
@hauntedradio I didn't even know they made a green gatorade. I did notice my B Complex with Vitamin C pills make my milk a neon yellow. When looking at my freezer stash, you can clearly see the days I forgot to take it, lol
Im still upset with bf for not understanding why im upset about another girl saying she loves him on his facebook.
This girl and i dont like each other, shes consistantly making bitchy underhandes comments to me and i dont like how she clings to bf. I now understand why bfs bm told me when i met her this girl would make problems between me and bf
I think it's hilarious when girls flirt with MH or say things like that to him. Don't you feel bad for her? I mean, what a sad moron for playing games like that? The true freedom is finding humor in this stuff. Edit- this is about YOUR insecurities.
I guess this is true. And i do know bf would never cheat on me and it is dumb to be upset over. I know i just need to get over it and learn to roll my eyes at it
Re: FFFC
I forget if I'm antisocial by choice sometimes. Then I go out somewhere and remember how much people annoy me and return to my hermitism.
I'm late for work and don't feel one bit sorry I'm currently sitting in Starbucks drivethru. It's been a long ass week, momma deserves a pumpkin latte.
("Ooooh, those hardwood floors are gorgeous .... Ooooh, I love that paint color....")
Also, I don't just checkout backgrounds for decorating ideas, I'm just strait nosey. I like seeing people's styles and tastes. Is that creepy?
My confession, is that I never have any good confessions. I am lame.
I'm done Xmas shopping for him and we were talking about getting him this video game he wants. It is all he talks about. After this week we decided not to get it for him. 1. It's too old for him and he doesn't know how to do much of it. 2. He needs to understand sometimes we don't always get what we want.
BFP 3/29/2014 2u2 Let's do this!
I talk to my online friends more than my IRL ones. I also find them to be better friends than my IRL ones. Sometimes I think that's sad. Other times IDGAF.
Nora Grace Due 12/26/2016
Two Angel Babies
07/03/2012
08/08/2015
"If you're still my small babe
or you're all the way grown,
my promise to you
is you're never alone.
You are my angel, my darling,
my star...and my love will find you,
wherever you are."
BFP #1 mm/c at 12w1d
BFP #1 mm/c at 12w1d
I didn't even catch that! Whoop whoop!
Eta: I can't spell
Had our precious baby girl, Little Miss E, on August 14, 2013 ♥ 143 → I.love.you. ♥

It doesn't work, I tried
This girl and i dont like each other, shes consistantly making bitchy underhandes comments to me and i dont like how she clings to bf. I now understand why bfs bm told me when i met her this girl would make problems between me and bf
I will never understand this junior high behavior. Doesn't this sound silly when you read it back? If he was truly committed to you, this wouldn't be an issue. These are issues 8th graders have, not adults with children.
Edit- this is about YOUR insecurities.
No apology necessary for something like that. When I was in hs my best friend just decided all of sudden she didn't want to be friends anymore in the middle of senior year. We were really close and I didn't have any other friends (I didn't like the people at my hs; it was a really conservative private school). Anyway, I think it was because I got into the colleges I applied to and she didn't and it was her way of making the separation easier. However, it was pretty devastating for me. I've thought about friending her on fb and trying to start a friendship again but I haven't because I know I couldn't handle the rejection again if she didn't reciprocate. Guess that's my confession for the day. Your not alone, bunnyfer!
Baby C - 08.23.13
@hauntedradio I didn't even know they made a green gatorade. I did notice my B Complex with Vitamin C pills make my milk a neon yellow. When looking at my freezer stash, you can clearly see the days I forgot to take it, lol