Hi ladies, thought I'd post since we have so many new Mommies these days. ((big hugs everyone)
Welcome to our checkin!
I am sorry to have to welcome new loss
moms this week but am so glad that you have found us. I hope we can
bring each other some much needed comfort and support. Please feel free
to join in when you are ready and share as much or as little as you
wish. Also, if you have any questions you would like answered, just ask!
Any lurkers out there please don't be shy, we would like to be able to
support you too.
Have you taken any new steps towards healing this week?
What is the next goal you have set for yourself? Do you have a plan to help achieve that goal?
QOTW:
Do you have any special plans to remember your baby/make it through Thanksgiving?
Open Topic. What is on your mind this week?

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BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
BFP # 2 8/7/14 EDD 4/22/15
Please be our rainbow!!
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Re: Loss check in
Have you taken any new steps towards healing this week? I am eating better which in turn makes me feel better. I was also open with my boss about how difficult the upcoming holidays have been and she was really supportive.
What is the next goal you have set for yourself? Do you have a plan to help achieve that goal? Continue to be healthy. One more month of birth control then we can TTC! Yay!
QOTW: Do you have any special plans to remember your baby/make it through Thanksgiving? We're going to my parents instead of my in-laws like normal. Quiet thanksgiving. I also feel comfortable crying at my parents house when I miss Ana, unlike my in-laws.
Open Topic. What is on your mind this week?Missin' my baby girl, tired of being a loss Mom, tired of going day to day just surviving.
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BFP# 1 7/7/12 Beautiful DD born still at 36 weeks 5 days on 3/2/13
Diagnosed with PCOS in 2005. Started Metformin July 2013
Please be our rainbow!!
**All AL Welcome**
This week has had a lot of ups and downs. Colton's memorial last Sunday was perfect and very healing, I felt so much happier and lighter all week, just knowing that we had honored him and hearing all of the sweet things our friends and family had to say about him. But then, later in the week, we got our blood work results back and everything was normal, which means we have no idea what caused our loss and that has been difficult to accept.
What is the next goal you have set for yourself? Do you have a plan to help achieve that goal?
I need to call my doctor now that our test results are in and talk over what the next step is, what a possible next pregnancy would look like, see if I can meet with a high risk specialist. We have been cleared to start TTCAL in February so I would like to have an idea of what that looks like before then (I am such a planner!)
QOTW: Do you have any special plans to remember your baby/make it through thanksgiving?
DH and I are actually splitting up for thanksgiving, which I know sounds kind of crazy, but his mom has really been pressuring us to go there for the holiday and I don't feel up to it with all the family and questions and who news what else, so instead, I'm going to go to my family which should be better, and DH and DS will go to the in-laws.
Open Topic. What is on your mind this week?
. Just feeling sad. It seemed like everywhere I turned at church this morning, there was a newborn baby ( one mom had twins and all I kept thinking was "I just want one!"). It really bummed me out, came home and crawled back in bed.
8/12-Suprise BFP- Sweet Bunny Born Sleeping 11/21/12 (19 weeks)
-5/7/13- MMC (8 Weeks)
11/6/13- BO discovered at 7 weeks- natural MC 11/25/13
8/14- Surpise IF dx...low AMH (.24)- moving on to IVF
IVF #1- 11/14- 6R5M4F=2 perfect frosties
12/19/14- FET of 2 embabies = BFP!!! One Little Bean EDD: 9/3/15
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What is the next goal you have set for yourself
I am going to do some early spring cleaning to keep myself busy and exercise!
QOTW:
Do you have any special plans to remember your baby/make it through Thanksgiving? Im afraid of how I will feel that day,i know we will all be extra emotional. I just want thu stay in bed. I want to get a journal and write to my baby.
Open Topic. What is on your mind this week? I just want to get through the holidays in one piece.
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Have you taken any new steps towards healing this week? I finally was able to take her teddy bear from her grave and wash it. The first time I saw it soaking wet and dirty I lost it and was so upset, but then when I tried to take it home to wash it I got upset too, she needed it there with her. So I finally took it this weekend and now it's all clean and fluffy. We've decided to keep it at home during the winters and take it back out in the spring.
What is the next goal you have set for yourself? Do you have a plan to help achieve that goal? I don't have any....I feel so up and down lately. I'll do well for a few weeks/months and then I'll have several bad days, like now, where I miss her so much and I'm so upset. I just go with it and feel what I need to feel.
QOTW: Do you have any special plans to remember your baby/make it through Thanksgiving? I don't know, I'm a little nervous. I hadn't really thought about it much until today, but it just hit me today that Thanksgiving would have been the first major holiday and we should be taking her to dinner with us. Dinner is at my dad's and his gf's family will be there too, so I'm a little nervous about having to put on a happy face.
Open Topic. What is on your mind this week? Just missing her...she would be about 4 months old by now.
My Pregnancy/Parenting BLOG TTC since 5/2011, BFP #1 12/3/11, M/C 12/7/11 @ 4wks 2d. Began seeing RE Sep 2012. October 2012 Metformin 1500 mg= ovulation on CD34 BFP#2 11/14/12 9DPO, EDD 7/26/13, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks, our angel born sleeping 3/24/13 @ 22wks 2d. BFP #3 7/4/13 8DPO EDD 3/22/14, DX Gestational Diabetes @14 wks. started insulin @16 wks. Our rainbow, born 3/19/14 @ 39wks 6d., we're so in love!