Hi everyone!! I have not been on here in a while, since before Halloween. My husband and I had one of the best talks since everything started two weeks before Halloween. He told me he had made a lot of mistakes including the gf which he had moved into our home after throwing me and our boys out. Apparently the birth of our third boy made him see somethings for what they were and going to court made him see things for what they were about to become. The Sunday after this talk he texted me late at night while he was at work and asked me if I could ever forgive him and would the boys and I please come back home. That he loved us and missed us more than he could ever say. I stayed up for two days texting and talking with him on the phone, we met in person and talked. Really talked. He threw her out of the house, and the boys and I moved back in. I am not saying its easy, there are days all the memories of what happened come back at once and they hurt so bad I just want to curl into a ball and die. On those days though he is very understanding and he holds my hand and reminds me that he loves me and that he is here and we are here and nothing is ever going to change that again. It's hard, there are days I get so angry at him still I can't see straight, but I muddle through with therapy and exercise to help put it all in perspective. I am thankful to all of you ladies for your advice and support during my pregnancy, I would not have made it if not for your support. My life is by no means all perfect and put back together, I find days that I just want space from him, but we are making it work. He is sincere and trying which I am thankful for. Love to you all.