Apology.

sfeebs13

I just wanted to apologize  for my BS "poor me" posts lately.  Every thread I seem to put myself into and I'm not that type.please forgive me.      I'm working on things with drs. And meds compatible with EBF. should some sort of ins. Come through if is willing to "understand" my depressions, fears, and work with his temper and anger issues..

Again this turned into a totally pointless post, but I literally have no one else I trust enough to talk to right now except DD and my mother.. And even my mother can't keep her GD mouth shut..

Everyone bitches about how their MILs act... Welllll..... My mother acts like she is the mother of this child.   I am god damn 26 years old....I've been in the medical field allllllll my life, quite fucking telling me what to. Do and when DD should nap and you shouldn't go through 40oz of frozen milk in 12 hrs.    

GET THE FUCK OVERMYSELF...

BellaOso

Hun, please be gentle with yourself and the people around you. I'm glad you are getting help. If you can swing it, I suggest making sure you get a long hot shower and a nap everyday. It's a good start to feeling human. If your mom is a little overbearing - take advantage of it and hand your DD over for a little bit so you can do something that makes you feel good for a little bit everyday.

Revez

Seriously, I personally don't mind at all. I realize this maybe just an online forum, but it's a place for new moms to lean on and draw support from one another. So, post away!

I'm so glad you're seeking help and working your way through this. You're a beautiful, strong woman and you can make it through this rough patch. You can always pm me if you ever need someone to vent to.

PS, I'm a huge fan of telling overbearing parents where to go (if she truly is going overboard).

TurtleMomma

I'm gonna leave this right here and suggest you call and talk to someone asap.

National Mental Health Crisis Hotline (24 hour) 1-800-273-TALK(8253) 

I'm worried about you.

LokiLahve

If you need to post here 10x a day and it helps you through this rough patch, do it. There is a lot of snark and 'google it' on this board but I'm damn near positive no one is going to reply to one of your posts with that type of mess.
You've been around here and a lot of people know you and are worried about you. I'm going to go out on a limb and speak for the collective board when I say we are here for you! Please continue to work with your Dr to find a balance and if you need to vent in the meantime, vent away sister!
((((Huge Hugs))))

tdmklm

TurtleMomma said:

I'm gonna leave this right here and suggest you call and talk to someone asap.

National Mental Health Crisis Hotline (24 hour) 1-800-273-TALK(8253) 

I'm worried about you.

This, @sfeebs13. Really. I'm worried about you too.