Anybody else freaking out for no apparent reason?

Balaboosta

I'm 5w5d with hardly any symptoms. I found out I was pregnant at 4 weeks and was thrilled and so relaxed.  Now I'm a paranoid mess but everything seems ok.  My hCG levels were 1700 last Monday and I'm getting new blood work back tomorrow so hopefully it's significantly higher.  I just can't wait for my first sono.  I feel like I'm walking on egg shells!  Anybody else?

pantherRN

I felt really good until recently. Today, I'm sitting at my desk trying to decide if I'd rather barf or go back to bed.

707mama

I am! My new dr only did one beta to confirm pregnancy. It was 24 which we all know is crazy low. However since its my first cycle off of 8 years of continous yasmin (no periods), she said I probably ovulated late. I had a LOT of cramping the last few weeks and she pretty much told me to stop worrying because it wont help anything when I asked for a second beta. I already know I'm going to dislike this dr if shes not willing to order me a blood test, that I pay a copay for (And pay a monthly fee to have an HMO) for peace of mind. My "old" dr did a few weeks of betas with every pregnancy but this one is already considered "high risk" by my HMO so I can't see my old dr who is a midwife. I had leep in August to remove cerivcal and uterine cancer... I havent even gotten the all clear yet as my followup biospies were due next week! oops! Plus I have pretty bad lupus. 

So the cramping has subsided, the energy levels are a tad bit higher, my mood swings are getting better (or maybe everyones just stepping back), and I have no morning sickness so it has me in full out paranoid mode. The only thing that was making me feel a BIT better was taking pregnancy tests and watchign them get darker but they cant get any darker and the digital with weeks made me feel awesome because it went from 1-2 weeks to 3+ weeks in a week however now I'm just in a blah rut. LOL. I think I will be happy if I get morning sickness however with every pregnancy I've gotten it less and less so I'm not holding my breath. I had it BAD with my first, mild with my second and just waves of nausea with my 3rd. AHHH hurry up Nov 27th!!!! LOL

Balaboosta

Haha I'm also sitting at my desk and can't concentrate on anything. Good thing I work with my family or I'd probably be fired!  I feel like a crazy person.

biglewzer

Last night I was positive I was dying in a plane crash. I shouldn't have watched Flight during a delay that had me stranded at the airport. 

Balaboosta

Ok I feel better. Got my blood work back and hcg was at 8000 on Saturday.

tealowl

I just freaked out earlier and realized theres no way in hell we can afford day care, so I guess we're going to have to teach our dogs to babysit, Lassie style...