My ex and I have had a rocky relationship throughout my pregnancy. It is over for real now (5 weeks before Im due) he doesn't want me to contact him at all even if its to do with the baby. Its really hard because I feel like I have failed as a parent by not being able to give my baby a proper family. I know what its like to have seperated parents and it sucks, dealing with step parents and step children is not fun. I just want the best for my baby, and he won't have that now.