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Tkparry16

So I was supposed to be due May '14. I never really posted much just because I never really felt like I belonged. From the start I had problems with my hcg levels and just had a bad feeling.
I was 10 weeks and We went for an ultra sound on Monday and no heartbeat. We went 2 wks ago and we saw a the heartbeat, I don't know what happened. Honestly, I had a bad feeling ever since the beginning, I just knew it wasn't going to work out so I'm ok, I was actually somewhat relieved (I know that sounds weird!) but my poor husband was a wreck, he is always so optimistic!
I was on until yesterday when I was on the stretcher in pre-op waiting for the D&C, as soon as the nurse came in I balled, then I regained myself but when my husband came back I just lost it again, we both cried for probably a solid 5-10 minutes. I never imagined it would be so difficult! Hopefully soon we can all try again and have a healthy beautiful baby!!!

srcr2011

I'm so sorry you had to go through this! It sucks!! I wish you the best of luck and pray for your future healthy baby!!

alm288

I'm very sorry that you are going through this and you were alone today! I was also in the May 14 club. Best of luck . . . hugs!

Ashley144u

I was due in May 2014 also. So sorry for your loss! Thoughts and prayers!

Jessy336

I am so sorry for your loss.  I was also due May 2014 - sending thoughts and prayers your way.

masterofallcheese

i am so sorry for your loss and the emotional roller coaster you went through with the heartbeat being absent, then present, then no longer viable.

jlworden710

I was a May 14 too... So sorry for your loss. Thoughts, prayers and hugs to you!

businesshog

Hugs to you.  I'm so sorry.  I had a similar situation.  This pregnancy never quite felt right, but I decided that every pregnancy is different, so it wasn't a big deal.  I started cramping at 6w5d.  With a lot of red blood and clotting at 6w6d, I convinced myself of a m/c, but saw the heartbeat at 7w0d and was diagnosed with a SCH and was told to rest for a couple of days.  At 7w2d, there wasn't a heartbeat.  The roller coaster of emotions is incredibly tough.  Sorry you are going through this.