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Islandgirl10

I had a miscarriage on 9/20 at 6wks, 5 days. My husband and I were surprised to find out that I was pregnant again the very next month (BFP 10/18). I had a great feeling about this pregnancy...lots of symptoms that I welcomed gladly, just knowing that this was our sticky baby. 

Went for my 1st OBGYn appt on Friday, November 1st, thinking if I was lucky maybe I'd see the heartbeat via ultrasound, since my dr. told me to date this pregnancy as if the miscarriage date was my LMP. Well, no heartbeat, but there was a sac measuring 4weeks, 2days. I was disappointed, but my dr, told me not to worry...that dates could be off and that everything should be fine. They drew blood and sent me home, telling me to come back on Monday. I went in yesterday for my 2nd blood draw. Results: 6854 Friday; 9889 yesterday. Ultrasound this evening showed an empty sac measuring 5 weeks, 3days.

I am devastated. No words. Part of me wants to have a glass of wine and a Tylenol PM and go to sleep until tomorrow, the other part of me foolishly holds out hope that magically my numbers will start tripling and there will miraculously be a baby in that empty sac. My body feels like a betrayal. 

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I'm really, really sorry you're going through this. I understand completely your feelings of devastation and anger laced with a sliver of hope that maybe they got it all wrong. T&P to you.

libby+nate

So sorry for your losses and that you find yourself here.

alm288

I'm very sorry for your losses! I hope you can find a little comfort here. *hugs*

srcr2011

That's the exact same thing that happened to me. Unfortunately, I have a consult today regarding my options. My levels finally dropped. I held on to hope and I'm glad I did, even if it did not end the way I wanted it to. Do no anything you're uncomfortable with until you get a definite answer. My thoughts and prayers are with you and I truly hope you get a better outcome than I did. Hoping for the best!

Shelynla

I'm so sorry for your losses!  I just had my first M/C (twins - there was no fetal pole development for either at 8/9 weeks) so I don't know what it's like to have multiples M/C's but I can identify with having continued symptoms, high HCG, etc.  It was so frustrating to feel pregnant and then find out that the babies had stopped growing.

I'm sorry... wishing you luck for a healthy pregnancy in the future!

sunflwr2

im sorry you are going through this. this board is so supportive and have helped answer alot of my questions. t&p's

masterofallcheese

I'm sorry for your losses. this board has helped me so much