After calling my local funeral home (around the corner from my house), they referred me to another home with their own crematorium. DH and I went this afternoon, and did what we had to do to get Gabriel and Sophie taken care of. They should be coming home to us in a few days, assuming all goes well with the hospital and secretary of state. I was surprised to find out we would get death certificates for them. The funeral director was kind enough to give us their urns for free, which I will not complain about because they are lovely urns. A blue and a pink one. Unfortunately they are not engravable, but I can always engrave a picture frame or something else. I'm partly convinced they will have a little shrine in our house. I want to have them close to us, if that makes any sense. The other hard thing to do today was to cancel the crib, for which we got store credit. We've been home ever since, and so far I am feeling kind of decent. At least for now. I just want my babies home already. I have also submitted to my parish a request to dedicate a mass for my angels. I love them so much, I just hope they know it wherever they are. Thanks for all your support today, I don't know how far I could've gone without it. Big hugs to everyone.
On 10/23/13 Baby Sophie and Baby Gabriel born at 21+5 weeks. They grew wings and flew away from us. May God bless them always. We love you beans!