Faith Friday

schulme2

I totally missed that yesterday was Friday already! Yikes! So, I'll post now...

Where are you on your spiritual journey?
How has your spouse been?
Do you think this has brought you both closer to or further from God?
Anything you're struggling with?

stefuge

***LO ticker*** Sorry -on the iPad. Where are you on your spiritual journey? My faith is definitely being tested, but I trust that Gods plan is perfect. We knew from the moment we got pregnant that it was Gods plan, and my whole pregnancy I felt God nudging me that this child would have a huge impact on my life. How has your spouse been? He has been an amazing support. Every time I start to ask "what if" he reminds me that we can't trust that this is Gods plan and then turn around and start wondering what we could have done differently or place blame. We have to trust God and this road we are on. Do you think this has brought you both closer to or further from God? I feel like we are both closer. And the comfort and peace we feel can only be from God. Anything you're struggling with? My fear that if we could lose one baby, we could lose another. I want to think that God wouldn't put us through this twice, but I know that isn't true. I don't know that I'm strong enough to lose another baby, so when/if we decide to try again it will be a big step of faith.

irons633

****sorry on IPad**** Where are you on your spiritual journey? I am continuing to remember that God is an awesome God and even though He called two of my babies home I do know that He has his reasons. I am trying to keep my faith strong and know that I am a strong person and I can endure this journey again of healing after loosing before. How has your spouse been? He has been good, he is not an overly emotional person however, he did break down in front of me. He wants to be the fixer and try to make things easier for me to bear. I do know that he questions God which is normal but we have to painfully understand His doings. Do you think this has brought you both closer to or further from God? I believe it's brought us closer, I am more vocal about faith and I do know for him it's hard because we have lost two babies in less than a year but I believe he is trying. Anything you're struggling with? I am struggling with the fact that I prayed that we would not go thru this again as well as praying my whole pregnancy and it still happened. I am continuing to grow with my spirituality and trust that God has a reason and that is time answers will be given on why I am a mother to only angel babies.